woots !
last night very fun nehzxzx !
and i dont know why i look so chao lao ley ):
hahahahaaa
i really enjoy myself last night, omgggg
robert was imba last night. LOL LOL
hehehehehee
not gonna say much
thank you people :D <3

so...........
thanks simin for accompany me for lunch today and all e way to bugis shaw tower(:
tmd i found out nobody will pei me go out one T_T
i got the job for next two weeeks while i have holidays.
so during all e weekday. to keep me occupied.

catch ZOMBIELAND with xiu qi and zhao xuan just now
very funny show (Y)
been such a long time since i laugh so much.

two more papers till holiday
but there will be work.
so o well.




if i didnt remember wrongly,
this sunday you are going oversea for ur church camp ba
have a safe and trip
and i guess you will pretty much enjoy yourself

OKAY!
it must have been such a long time since i blog.
a long emo/sad/desvastating time
no doubt, i am still sad.
but o well !
PRETTY LOADS OF THINGS HAPPEN

i had done sumthing to myself, i guess most are shock to see this change in me, for those that haven seen this changes, time to call the guru hotline and meet up with me soon (Y)

clubbing at zirca and rebel on friday to celebrate Qun bday
get kinda of drunk.LOL
but wow, saw lots of people there, (Y)


tml is exam ): and i have not study a tiny winy bit yet
totally no mood ! bo pian wadddddddd, i am an emo kid ):
wad to do!



HOLIDAY ON FRIDAY 5PM, LET ROCK N ROLL IT !






P.S: i still miss you
perhaps i changed but
o well
good bye

i dunno if you will ever read this, but darlin, i hope you know how hard it is for me to say, i know ur heart is no longer with me, thus i dont wish my love to be a burden to you, i am sorry, i love you. good bye. i will pray hard that he really change to be the one for you. ring me up if there is anything, till then, good bye are forever, bye

appearently, i failed, really is one fail
barely slept last night, maybe i should start grabbing a grip on myself,
yea, was amazed with myself the last night.
i guess i did wadever i could, gave in to the extend that i didnt believe i would ever do it
dunno if i am dumb or wad but still,i love you(:
so ya, 3rd dec bahs.
till then.
have a safe trip and take care
i am alway a phone call away

for the days that i cried myself to sleep
the days that i wake up from nightmare
but still
all i could say is
i love you

maybe that's me, maybe i am just too shitty.
i am sorry

kay, i am having mix feeling now and i dont wanna say much things cos i know whatever i gonna say now is what i say during i am hot headed and it will cause confusion and upset so yes i am upset confused but yes darling i know you love me , so YA, bye

okay larhs i shall update cos some lovely lady keep say i never update okay so it goes !

had a terrible headache while on the way back to tamp from bugis last night, went home bathe and ate two panadols, luckily it get better=/ struggle to keep myself awake till 12 then my darling a msg, cos its our first month together :D

wake up super early, couldnt bear to get out of the bed can but no choice
sighs, who tell me to fall in love with you so deeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ~!
get my ass up and start preparing present for her.
i can't seem to find anything at my house you know !
i was jitao EPIC FAIL when i wrap the present LOL, really is fail, shag.
so ya !
after wrapping, creating, writing ! i finally finish making the present and stuff
but
the time is 920 already (Y)
lesson start at 940 and i haven bathe
SO I BATHE N RUSH DOWN
had to cab over T_T
my money saving plan failed again ): * pray hard let me strike 4d tomorrow pleaseeeee
yea, so had a hour of CMSK2 again._.
ate at bizpark, laze around with stanley then off i went to T1
yeahs u all properly guess correctly
to get FOOD for that pig,LOL
yea so i packed some foods and went over to her condo as she book a room to study ( I AM SUCHA A GOOD BOYFRIEND RIGHT! PEI HER STUDY ON FIRST MONTH INSTEAD OF DRAGGING HER OUT TO PLAY )
the room very cute lehs, so small ! but the air con power pack!
kay ! so.......
i gave her those pressies, hope she love it ba ;D
we were trying to figure out how to use the thing i gave her.HAHA
then realise, i nvr put the battery in the correct place LOL
weees
then we hug hug kiss kiss and start studying (Y)
i am proud to say that i completed my cmsk 2 assignment (Y)
but i tell you !
SOMETHING
SCARY
HAPPEN
*knock knock knock* i stare at door
i saw a woman came in
and my darling call her :"mummy"
her mum saw me, give me shock face
i saw her mum, give her shock face
but not bad
i manage to call her auntie without stammering.LOL
fuck sia, i was in a fucking unglam position when her mum saw me T_T
anyway
i was really chua sai
her mum was nvr part of the plan.LOL
sent her back home and i walk back home !
love you darlin (:
we shall have a proper celebration this weekend or days at *camping k ! ;D
lovessss
tftf but we will last a lifetime
i love you

another week of hell ): when are you gonna finish ur Os !!!!!


one more day ! one more day!!!! <3

miss you so much so much!

compromise or quarrels
i hate quarreling~ ):
but still, there are still things that get me affected and over-hotheaded, i hope you know how to do something about it.

i felt like two years ago, praying and hoping that o level will be over soon, but this time round is so that u can accompany after ur Os ! jia you k! stop lazing around and start studying !!


school have been quite sucky!!


i love you dearest (:
hope to cya later~

i am feeling shaky

i dk why

i love you


and it not about trust, i swear


i hate this feeling

):
early in the morning i felt that my throat like tio fark again T_T
i dont wanna another throat infection ):

had my first lesson of cmsk2 yesterday, but i was late for an hour and there goes for my first lesson
THE TEACHER IS SIBEI GUAI LAN THOU! super piss me off-.-


i know i had not been blogging, was pretty lazy =/
darling was super sweet yesterday, appearing at my doorstep at 8am :D
made a card for me too, thanks and love ya(:


been spending my days with you,
this short period of time with you, i am really happy<3
i hope you are happy too bahs
we will last long alright ! hehs!
after your Os we gonna enjoy.wooohooo!!!! :D
i believe in fate,love and chance



AND FUCK YOU XIU QI
DONT MAKE ME REGRET HELPING YOU !

beeen kinda of fruitful week this week !(:
fetch dearest from tuition ytd and caught a movie ! Sorority Row !
the girls are quite hot and the show is really thrilling :D

went over to KY'S girlfriend 21st birthday chalet
ate a bit and went over to bedok to find dearest n get her some dinner (:
cab back to the chalet, and the driver is really friendly, talked to him and had some laughter !

slack around at the chalet till around midnight when everybody gathers
and start drinking and drinking !
get kinda rather high and drunk? =/


felt so terrible in the morning ):
cabbed back!
slept till now
so ya i am still feeling giddy !
bye !

HAI ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACH !! U R A YEAR OLDER BUT OMG U R STILL SO YOUNG !
HAHAHAHA K LAA AGE GROW UP ONLY NO USE ONE MUST BE MORE MATURE KKKKAY!


last night was horrible
FUCK
i hate to be paranoid ):
later my hair turn curly how !
ok i show u the link
by a curly : " the paranoid-ness in our bloodcell turn our hair curly"
imba sentence
I DUN WAN BE CURLY !!!!!!!!!!!




ANYWAY I AM ATTACHED SO SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! (:

TODAY IS A GREAT DAY! OH MY GOD?! <3
went to sing at bedok there today, kinda of cheap, so i guess can go there more often ?
had fun and laughter, but was super hungry !
and !!!!!!!!!!!!
not gonna say it :X
OH MY GOD?!!?
hehs!


finally went down to sp after so long and met up with the rest.hoho!
i need some time and money mgmt !

feelings or status more important? ):

i got a feeling thinking that today is a bad day
i dread it
to be emo-ing at this timing
hais):

:DDDD
yesterday was a great GREAT great DAY :DDDD
weather was very hot okay, wait for bus really can die, gonna go get car license soon.
while looking for seats in the void deck of 494B,saw a pretty girl :D so get her to go marina square and walk walk see see with me !
trained down to city hall and there was so many police there ok!
rushed over to watch movie !
4bia 2 !!
not a scary movie lorrr, it was quite funny !
somebody push me away and even tried to run away and go to the other seat ))))):
after movie went to try to catch some soft toys but FAILED ONCE AGAIN T_T
went to have lunch at swesen! there still got one for one nehs !
i was bloodly full -.- but some pig just can't get their stomach full !! =X
HAHAHAA
trained to bedok, walk around n get something to drink and talk at some void deck(:
BUT
somebody suddenly ran up cos she tot she saw something ):
never even had a proper goood bye D:


BUT
i went over to bedok to find her again lor after i reach tampines
SEE I SO GOOD ! almost cause my whole week to stay at home cannnn!
somebody misss me, bo pian ma :X
BUT
STILL DON'T HAVE THE PROPER GOOD BYE LEHS!! WALAO !!?!!?!?!?




somebody sang "dang ni " to me lehs ;DDD
loves<3

当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好你从来不知道
想你想你也能成为嗜好
我想对你说却害怕都说错
好喜欢你知不知道




six weeks?? no way!!
how am i gonna live thru this long six week u tell me ! ):
gonna smuggle u out~

ok i am all dressed up, styled and ready to go
let all pray tt today will be a fine day
OK UPDATE WHEN I GET HOME
BYEEE

i gonnna start with a goooooood note
MY BLOG IS BACK
thank you mayvis :DDDDDD


but to bad note
i seem to fail to save money, seem to be cabbing too often =/ getting lazy -.-


and another bad note
i been an emo kid nowaday :S
BUT
i had been a HAPPY emo kid
so
i guess it kinda of a good thing


BUT
bad thing is
every few days i have to face bad news )))))): T_T


pretty weird lady, do you know how much i MISS you?!


everytime that u wanna give it up
my hearts shatters
everytime i try to drag this longer
you seem to feel worse
everytime i face myself
i felt like an complete arsehole
BUT
everytime i face you
i heard a melody of love <3


so...
i arent giving up,hehehe




okays so i guess u get the whole picture
now to another bad thing
happen to me the other day
tt scare the shit out of me
and i doubt it aimming me to come
but i am still damn paranoid about it
so i gonna siam certain places n people for a few weeeks


OKAYS THAT'S ALL PEOPLE
AND SORRY FOR PANG SEH ING SO MANI PEOPLE IN RECENT WEEK
I HAD BEEN RATHER SICK
AND BUSY WITH ONE PARTICULAR WEIRDO
SO FORGIVE ME
I WILL MAKE TIME FOR YOU IF I COULD
IF CANT
MISSSSS ME KAY !

Hai ! :}
Who am i ? Guess ?
Just did my dear CHING KIAT's BLOGSKIN .
Anyways , Nice picture right ?
* RIGHT SIDE ~!

Bai . Hearts <3

finally finished it fair, slept the whole day at home
still sick
went to doc again ytd
sighs T_T



THIS FRIDAY SUP PAPER. FUCK. I GONNA PASS IT !




pretty girl do u know tt i miss you and need you badly? ):



and today is my sister birthday
happy birthday!

tai ji lehs these few days ):
beeeen having high fevers and keep on vomitting! how can sia !
FEELING TERRIBLE ! i keep cough thru out the night, totally couldnt get a good slp.haisss

worse,get into a fuck up job, i mean really FUCK job, shldnt had sign the mother fucking contract, NOW I AM DEAD.





yes, i love you
i shall wait (:

today gonna talk about anoneh teng teng (:
thank you for the msg today kay! so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet (:>
this girl very indian one ! alway save on the 5cent to reply sms one !
but she very hardworking one ! alway study till dun wanna reply me also !
but she nvr fail to make me laugh !
THANK YOU (:

seriously, today don't look like it my birthday. FUCK IT.
wtf sia, i seriously don't think i did anything wrong la, so what with ang kong siao and smokers sia? i one piercing and ang kong also dont have lehs, if i wanna play pai kia, i few years ago play alr right, wait untill now leg break whole body cui den go play meh? never think one lehs.

thanks rach,mayvis and parry for pei-ing me for lunch bahs (:
you all know how much it meant to me, so i dont be mushy here alr. heh!




saw your blog, be strong and hope that you are alright bah
i will pray hard for you since there is nothing i could do (:

i believe in love
i believe in fate
i believe in a future with you and me(:





felt fucking shagzxzxzxz
gonna turn in soon

sighs, sorry ):

chalet ended today ):
i think overall it quite fun bahs(: thanks everybody really! for those that come down to have dinner on the second night, really sorry about my lousy hosting skills, there were just too many people over there !

first day : checked in with my brother and god sister
did nothing much for the first hours or so.
friends start coming in and we went to have dinner !
go back chalet to slack
started one on one fight with each other.LOL.
start playing nipple poker
went to watch midnight movie, OVERHEARD. a very very nice show really !
gladys came (:
went back to chalet to drink n play
a few get drunk
and all get too noisy, drag all to the pasir ris park.
have a lot of laughter there!
went back chalet and sleep for three hours !

second day !
woke up after three hours of sleep to reply ur sms (: so gooooood hors;X
went to wild wild wet.
came back. felt ultra tireddddd. sorry DAI AND MEI LING OK!!!!
start preparing for buffet.
people start flooding in after 5 pm
really came so many people. thansk all (:
and sorry ah! a bit too messy and not enough seats !
take lots of pictures and cut the cake.
parenst went back home.
drank QUITE A BIT ONLY LA.LOL
tio di siao and whack in the chalet room for I DUNNO HOW LONG.
was struggling like MAD.
i think i A BIT DRUNK ONLU LA.LOL
after that bizbro and friend came up.
i played with them.
happen quite a bit of things after that.
i am really sorry. now that i am in a sober state. i really wanan take this chance to say this to you all. esp Van and zhong san and of cos all the other brother and sister, yeahs i am really sorry, i know i shldnt break my promise and do tt kinda of things, i know all of us had said we wont touch it, after seeing wad u all say to me and seeing all ur expression, i am really sorry alright.
i went back to chalet to sleep at four plus! damn buay tahan already. sorrry ah i know i a bit spoilt mood one ;X




hope everybody had fun cos i had really much fun. and sorry for those stuff that didnt went smoothly alright !





and gal, sorry for the disappointment

L-O-V-E, roots of all troubles
but i guess i love to have trouble (: no S !


boohoo
been rather bored these few days! );
and upset also, i dk why
haissssssssss !


knew that i am already nothing in your life,
you are just like a shooting star
you beautify my life, but for that short few moment only
why?
i wanna catch you and had you by my side all day long
can i ?


my heart breaks into a melody.

FUCKING HELL I GOT A ELBOW ON FACE AND MY SPEC FLEW AND I SWEAR I WILL FUCKING RETURN IT BACK TO YOU ! CHEE BYE !

seriously piss me off tmd._.

formal presentation later;X

i wanna meet two person badly ):
xiao mei and gladys chin laa!
i dk why they happen to be the busiest person on earth.

piggy gal not angry with me already ^^

chalet in less than two week ! everything more or less done, *pray hard everything will go smoothly *


third destiny girl !!!!

lol ! wtf happen to blogger sia! deeked !
no sch today ! but dunno whr to go )): i am thinking how to get enough money to spend during my chalet, aww ):

i am super tired out !!!
am still considering about cutting my hair

P.S if you wan war, i will give you one. _l_


went to celebrate ah boy birthday
and then went to celebrate kenneth birthday
quite fun i guess ! (:


i am farking poor again ! argh ):



looking at those faded photos, your smile never fail to melt my heart

this will kill me off sooner or later i swear

and my internet keep DC lehs !!!


anoneh cheer up alright? everything will be alright(:


you are my destiny girl

was super duber emo yesterday
if tml is a doomday
wad will u do tonight?


happened quite a lot of stuff
and i think a lot about life and stuff
which is not a veryy good thing !


catch harry potter with mickey they all
and it really suck !
somebody fall aslp while smsing me lor!
PIGGY HEAD!!!


and indian mate forget about me
superduber sad

yesterday was a very wad e hell day !
went sch at 12+ for project but end up not doing anything-.-
skipped MS lecture again ): sorry mr koh

met up with jacq( after so long ) vanessa ( very long nvr meet her also ) xiu qi and stan
talk-ed and talk-ed for quite a bit, miss those times
stan went home and xiu qi pang seh-ed us.
went to cs food court with jacq and vanessa and end up need to help them carry food,grr
go over to SP to find a lot the others
happen something there but when we arrived, finish liao lo!
slacked for a while and went back home(:


talked to freddy on the fone for very long
had quite a bit of laughter, been very long since i meet him also, argh

and i just rmb i didnt take any photo with gladys when we go out tt day
FUCK LAAAAAAA



I HOPE I STRIKE 4D REAL SOON SO TT I CAN STOP BUYING !!!!


and what with lemon tea seriously rui yi ._.

gladys's social class was cancel so i was able to meet her ealier at two ! WOOHOOO
went to have my lunch cos i was super hungry after lscm tut as usual
ate xiao bei(:
catch Obsessed after my lunch
quite a nice show wors! been so long since watch movie with her also =/
had jack's place after tat
my T-BONE steak after so long, finally eat u, grr
walk-ed her home after that (:
ubin trip togather soon alright?

been such a long week sia this week
super tired out
tml suddenly need go back sch at 12 to rush my project
hopefully after next week
i can go back slacking):
exam comingsoon . GG



first girl, alway the best girl <3
oh babe i love u so much so much

hate girls that is over protective of their boyfriend
super irritating ._.
nowaday guys cant seem to takkaire of themselve or sumthing
lawls.


been a busy week, i hate wednesday like seriously ._.

gosh tml finally thursday
finally meeting up with u for dinner (:
yayness.LOL


and you
are you alright?
i shall meet u up soon okays?
be strong
i got a rough idea of what happening i guess

so..
xudi had gone back to china
went to sent him off today
i swear the feeling sucks like wtfuck




anyway i dunno how the fuck i get myself into this shit
yucks!
you are seriously farking mad ._.



oh ching kiat oh ching kiat oh
you can run away from your feeling
but you cant hide away from it !

so caught the land of the lost with my new poly classmate
funny show (:
my new classmate quite funny lehs.hahahahaha

also caught the ghost the girlfriend past the other day


still super upset that i didnt catch my terminator.....
hais);


i swear if i dun watch transformer, my name will not be call ching kiat

so
i get back most of my result for my term test
out of three
i pass three
wonderful

i dunno if there happen anything much lately
been kinda of down

anw
had my leg check at my specialist at sgh
was sent back to physio!
shag, next friday
and elaine resign
shag
tt mean new doc, wonder how is he


went to joyce birthday chalet today
happy birthday ;D
have quite a fun time over there i guess
ah dai ! gong dai gong cb ! :X





nights after nights, i waited for the star to shine again
haisss

argh argh!
the chao ah thiong xu di is back in sg !
wees(:
it's been one year, chao ni ma de diao !
xiong di qing sheng !

okays
i am seriously fucking sick
HOW HOW
):


lucky got my indian mate racist with me (:
thanks ah !



whenever i am down
whenever i am drunk
whenever i am sick
when i am on my lowest peak of life
the person tt came into my mind
will alway be you
why
tell me why

edited;

and oh well
trust me
i wont be pissed off even if i had to wait for you for a hour or two
ya u are right
we need to get to know each other better
i blame it on my stupidness
not you
so yea
sigh

okays i wonder will u ever read this
but happy birthday vivien !!!:D i lost ur hp number thus didnt sms u, PS AH ! ;x

okays
yesterday was a fuck up day !
shall not go into details with it
not bad, when i am pissed, distance seem to be shorter
i walked from expo to simei like so fasssst !
and yeahs
met up with nz and parry
walked around eat and they came my hse for stuff
superrrr emo ): dunno why


alright
today woke up feeeling super sick !!!
throat was infected i guess
nose was blocked
z
but i was a great guy today
i pei my mum to the market
been such a long time since i done tat.opps
went to basketball training despite feeling sick
wanna sweat it all out
guess i feel a little better now
but throat is pain
been popping fishermen frenz again
basketball was kinda of fun today i guess


am rotting at home waiting for my mum to buy lunch for me
have the strongest urge to on the air con now and go to slp
gah ):


have not been sleeping well=/



ANYWAY ON A HIGH NOTE
XU DI IS FUCKING BACK TO SINGAPORE TODAY
KNNBPCB !
I SURE FUCK HIM TILL HIS ASS DROP !





o baby, it june 14th again

Yesterday was an unexpected fun day for me
i had no idea why seriously
at first i tot it was quite screwed up cos i had to go all e way to bedok to meet adeline for parry's key otherwise he cant get out of his hse, took a taxi tat trap in traffic for fucking long, reach his hse and his sister came back, oh my goddddd LIKE SO SUAY CAN !


but things turn betters ;D
cos i meet gladys for lunch ! (: like for so long nvr eat with her laaa
with parry n slyvester there also
alway had much fun talking to her
only prob is she alway eat expensive stuff and i had no much money-.-
but nvm I LIKE (:


so off she went and me n parry waited for xiu qi
he came
and we start slacking and talking outside EP
AND SUMTHING FUCKING FUNNY HAPPEN! LOL!
it's about gladys, LOL
shall not say out wad happen


then stanly project end very early
we walked around
and slacked a while
only bad thing happen is we buy wrong thing ROAR


went to play bball at changkat cc
sweat it all out
and the last three match i play there
seriously is best time i had this year
seriously SHUANG


at night
ate at home
use com
chatted with
one crazy indian gal name wei teng
hahahaha
she is seriously crazy funny
BOO! I NVR DREAM OF TT TWO GUY OKAYS !
i had a surprising fun night filled with laughter by talking to her
woots
thanks you

hoho
kinda had a boring day !
or rather a poor day


brother had came back thailand
treated me chicken rice for lunch or i will had to eat grass

so i walk around tamp around alone
till i reach 900+
-.- lazy to cont walking
sat down n think who live around there
called up jun qun
and we slacked together
ok
a fruitful session i must admit ;D
nice talk cock session for one hour +

went to swim alone after that
swimming freshen me up or rather, tired me out



maybe he did realise you are there
but you didnt realise that he dont want tat
or maybe you did, but you are just so stubborn
why dont u give urself a chance and time?
=/

okays
first thing first, happy birthday jasmine (:


second thing
let's hope this year 14th june would be a happy day


third thing
mum is not gonna work in the afternoon from next week onward


fourth thing
i had a very very weird dream last night


fifth thing
i cant be jealous over this right


omggg
this is shittty
aww ):

sibei imba !
my tagboard sibei high !


anyway wei teng
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmdAF4ihedM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBtDjhRAqMc
these two is the link!

AND I AM ON HOLIDAY NOWWWWWW
but i am broke ._.
fark laaaaaa
i gonna save hard save hard save hard




i wan go club buaya
i wan go pub chill out
i wan go ktv emo
i wan thiong bahru eat ramen
i wan go marina square gv watch movie
walao ):
all need money one !



for who i am,
i challenge life
if you create life,
then i challenge you God




everybody had left
i was the last one standing at the same spot
the same spot whr everything was taken away from me
请你要痛就痛给我个快活



爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位子为你我
做了太多的傻事
哭不能哭笑不能笑

please tell me i don't love you

finally saw sally tu di after like so so so long !
jia you on ur monday o lvl alright (: distinction yaw !

went to bugis yesterday with siminnnnn parry and vanessa
we went to see snake thingy ! praying at guan yin ma temple and to the new mall ILUMA
the new mall is effing tall with not much things inside.LOL
ate at bugis junction and bused back to tamp and slack
happened so mani funny stuff.LOL
" IT'S FREE YAW " LOLOL



the most repeated sentence ytd was said by me
:" give me one month time "
LOL


fark ! didnt go for basketball today again
TML mid sem test le
yay ! thursday 10am holiday(:



JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE MONTH TIME !!!!!!!



and oh babe do u know how much i misses you

ah kiat's gal : if u know me, u shld be able to get my email VERY easy right? LOL


anyway to ah kiat : get a life ! LOL


met up with parry today
slacked the whole day
talk quite a lot

me parry n simin are emo kids !
we have sad life):

hahahah seriously ah kiat's gal
U CAN ADD ME ON MSN N TALK TO ME ONE(:

sigh
been doing nth recently

and i am fucking hell broke now
fuck man u _l_

so recently alway met up with parry they all
been having mixed feeling recently,sigh
but but but but !
somebody special is gonna come for my birthday lehs ! ;D
so happy ^^


and tu di ah tu di !
so glad that u score so well in mye okay?
jia you(:
met up soon k?

okays tags shall be replied here
as there seem to be too mani ah kiats in my tagboard !
they sure make my tagboard lively and silly
ok so
xin wei : walaos, see me nvr say hi one lor ! daoster ! and the i need love is not tag by me so just ignore okays(:

ah kiat's gal: hi, u r? i didnt know u get so jealous over a gal becos of me, so happy to know tt.(:

hui min : !!!! EXAM COMING ! TML NID PASS UP PROJECT ALR OMGGGGG



went to ktv
and lyrics of songs make me think
i miss you

sighs
so gonna change my life
talked to euu for so long last night
really make me realise quite a couple of things
but
zhen de you xin wu li sometime

clear mess?
you wan you can come talk to me, i wait for u come talk



and if u think our broke up ruined ur memories?
then why WANNA PATCH?
things i done?
: I NEVER TWO TIME YOU OR BASTARD U BEFORE CAN


bullshit/tai ji ?
laughs, i am too old for this kinda of crap
but u wan rubbish i can give you rubbish


and what u did u do wrong?!
hmms, you dunno arh?
why sia?! like everybody else know lehs except u lehs !!??
okays la one advice
dun sound so imba about ur boyfriend at ur blog
go read ur may post la
ur reader is right, you r wrong k ?


and please come clear this mess with me, i dun wan it dirtying my areas

LOL
i think i was just fucking disgusted to found out that you are already together with him at that period of time.
gosh
you still could lj wei with me about blah blah blah and whatever stuff?
ur birthday celebration and whatever?
jokes please
FUCK I COULDNT BELIEVE I GO SPEND TIME EXPLAINING THINGS TO U
SERIOUSLY U SPOILTED EVERY SINGLE MEMORIES ALRIGHT?
not becos u got a new stead pls
and i didnt go and find him out becos he stead with u pls
get ur fact rights
i was worried about ur reputation and helped u out
forget it, take it as i gei kiang, knn since u sided with him and scolded me wad
but thanks for letting me know
the gal tt love me the most
destroy our past with :
EVERYTHING she said
and
EVERYTHING she do



fucking hell i dunno how disgusted i feel now, chee bye



and buay gei yan come
knn i not scare u _l_

so yesterday had 4e4 gathering bbq
kinda of fun i guess
met up a lot of people that i had not seen for ages


saw my ex-gf's sister at e hub
and so qiao her bbq pit is just beside mine
and her bbq pit is so imba
lots of ah thiong
LOL


met up with xiu qi, vanessa, cherlyn, ruiyi and wang zheng at whitesand for lunch
xuan ba came later on



mood for yesterday wasnt not that great
shrug
fuck up
hais):






time to move on kiat T.T

learn to get the minimum points before trying to get the maximum point !
this is so true !

ARGH !
WTF
i think i must have been out of luck
)(@^*^$%@$(@#
sigh
okays
note to self : man u vs barca shall be the last match i gonna bet this session


and i think i am starting to hate stars


and babe i miss u

as i log on to my blogger account
i saw a new update on the private blog
i must say i was quite shock about it
hais


i must say that yesterday i was not the only one being upset
let's be strong people !



if one day i drown in my tears...

its been a year...



things changed so much !
so whatever kay!


i wanna go out shop shop and watch movieSSSSssss):


shall go back play bball tml

kiat,blame it on yourself
no point thinking about it,dragging ur feets about it
okays cool
and parry grab a grip and move on
we would be alright
eveything is gonna be alright


ok people! stranger status back again !
after almost a year !
woahs
you guys must have miss my freedom
and i gonna use my freedom to do something extreme
*grins*
and i have decided to publish book when i grow up
and i have started on my chapter one
LOL



and xiao mei !
zhi ren zhi miam bu zhi xin !
dun be like me !
someone good to you, doesnt mean he love you
accepting someone being good to u doesnt mean you love him
although i am the type of person tat really believe in love at first sight
and tat what happen to me all e time
but i all the time fail
so i tihnk
love at first arent that true after all altough i believe in it !
LOL
and why dun we have lunch with tat guy one of these day (:
i wun bully him i swear.LOL, just have some fun with him


ok and i have whole days of tutorial yesterday
madness.


and you
i dreamt of you last night again
are you still SCANNING thru my blog?
are u reading this?
hmms-.-
this is very weird
whatever!
you are a weird gal (:

schoooool is coool fuck !
gonna die out of it sooner or later
knn so mani three hours break !
zz

gum still swollen after four days alr ? =/
panadol is the new addiction
hoho



and i think i gonna start gymming again
let see if i got the determination
hoho



fuck love for making a fool out of me
hahs !

ellos
my tooth is aching again
the whole gum is swollen again
one of the SAME tooth is shaky again
wtf
it damn xin ku ):
hurts till my head also hurting
ahhhhhhhhhhhh

nobody there to take care of me le ):
hao tong
hao xin ku




and today my leg almost broke again

是谁说过不再回头
还是让你淹没了我
还是让你将我淹没
想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等著伤心不如学会承受
反正你不会是我的
想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等你想起不如先忘记你
反正离开你的人是我

不要哭了吗
该哭的人是我吧
你都坦白爱上了他
我有什么办法
那就这样吧
再爱都要sayonara
再给抱一下
闻一闻你的长发
不要再哭啦快把眼泪擦一擦

因为darling我爱你

对你的思念是一天又一天

孤单的我还是没有改变

你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有一句话就走
对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过

chee bye
you everything also wanna side him
everything also because of him
then simi ran jiao you wan me to do?

becos of him
see the way u talk now
see the way u treat people now
see the difference of the important and the non-important now


wo suo hua
bu ai suo di er bian
jin tian wei le ni
wo suo le shan ci yi yang de hua




chee bye i chop him and go inside and peh i also gei yan

niceee one kiat
you have become N-O-T-H-I-N-G
cool shit
fuck it.





caught taken yesterday and fast n furious 4 today
taken was an imba show





this fuck like hell

sighs, was feeling kinda of emotional today
i dk why
THIS FEELING DAMN FUCK UP

sitting alone at the CC rooftop really make me think alot, nb

HAISSS

and today germaine PS me ! grr


and hey gal, i really dont know what to say
maybe you are better off this way


最痴情的男人像海洋
爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔


你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

today is gonna be the last fucking time i go your blog.

ok today is sunday
and i am still able to sit at home and use the com
not that bad i guess
things will be alright ^^


I HOPE


anyway went prawning again two days ago
really is no luck-.-
ps arh jac vanessa and xiu qi
nvr go eat the dinner
next time k!


i am fucking broke now ):

this time really is song bo liaos
now is waiting time, see heng or suay liao
kan hong gan

and i feeling fucking tired.
i dunno why-.-


dunno where shld i go tomorrow.
hmmms !



and to someone out there
i know you had did ur best to change for him
if he still bu ling qin
there is really no point holding on
i know u wont listen to this kinda of crap
i raelly dunno wtf this guy is thinking
you had tried so hard
even if i could feel it
why cant he?
wo zhen de yuan yi kan ni ji xu sa xia qu


when i am gone
people pls miss me

life's joke

last night happened so many things


i don't know what to say


till then good bye

yesterday was quite a fun days i guess
lol
met up with primary school friend at around two
had lunch together
and off we went to hunt for shi hui present
and it really took us really quite some time

bus-ed to ehub
failed to catch a movie( no time slot )
failed to play pool ( full hse )
failed to buy mac ice cream ( machine spoilt WTF ? )

walk all e way to pit 39
6.2 peeps sat at pit 40!
so we talk cock and talk cock and talk cock
but yes we ate a bit.
till sumbody suggested about drinking
so me zhao wei walton and hkh went to buy
one bottle of smirnoff.
it finish off damn fast can?!
everybody find it damn buay gei yan that it finish off so fast
SO THEY WAN TO BUY ANOTHER BOTTLE
so off we all went to buy another bottle of vodka together
and drank at a void deck at a super fast speed.
and we took cab home !
wei si and lay feng went a little bit sot during the trip on taxi
make me fucking worried about wei si-.-
so decided to sent her home before walking home myself
i am just so great hor sister! ;D

it was so so fun to see them after so long la please
let's have a outing again (:

didnt went to watch unborn yesterday
somebody play pang seh ):
when can meet up again eh?

so went off to 900+ to play bball at five +
went off to 802 to eat at 8
reach home at 10
sibei tired please

damn boring please):


wanted to talk with silly gal for a while de
but as alway she is alway busy with her work ):








and i didnt say its you
just look around you
maybe even ur own best friends
compare now and last time
dun tell me there are no changes
maybe changes have no impact on u
maybe you are ever ready for changes
or perhaps you could accept it
but i hate changes
and that sumthing maybe u wont known how it feel to be like me.

hoho
yesterday met up with vanessa xiu qi and wan qi !
talk abit eat a bit slack a bit
hohohehehaha


spend a few hours last time on the fone with an old friend last night (:



:Xsilly gal

rofl !
ytd me and vanessa called up this gal whose name sound like a guy
super funny
LOL
u ah, better last long with ur boyfriend laa!(:

kids nowaday ah
*shake head*


have been fucking rotting this holiday D:


heard tat today got test in co for syf o.O
jia you orhs silly gal(:


i think i need to call xiu qi soon
for lunch
AGAIN.



tell me why
why am i so afraid to fall in love again.




i am missing you

xiao mei ah xiao mei
even thru i think i had changed a lot since the first day u had know me
but
wo hai shi wo ah okays (:
i dun call it stupidness or stubborn-ness
i call it determination
u make your choice, took a gamble and u bear the hou guo
at least it ur choice yea? dun say u regret it, cos i bet you had learn sumthing out of it
be it good be it bad, cos sumthing even thru it is bad
u will enjoy it too, u will still be happy
but if u know is wrong, den stop it asap la !
but whatever it is
i am there
and i will always be (:
P.S get a decent bf soon. HAHAAHA



gagagaga, i haven start studying marketing at all.LOL
less than 24 hrs to the test, hong gan

FUCK YOU LIM XIU QI !!


today found out sumthing that happen more than 1/2 a year ago
kinda of hit me.
dunno why
but so long le. forget it !
u be alright okays (:


and fuck it. 820 and i haven touch marketing at all.



i gotta get used to being lonely.

was blog hopping this morning and end-ed up in wong wei long lao shi blog !
saw the alumni co video, woah it was nice
make me think of the old good time.LOL
although didnt learn much of a instrument there
but still enjoy my time there :D


yesterday was horrible !
been so long since i felt so tired?!?!
haven had a good sleep for so mani days !



germaine xiao lao po pei me talk ytd !
could hear that she had some kinda of trouble recently
cheeeeeeeeer up kay!
and till now i haven reply her msg.opps
fallen aslp xD



AND XIU QI HAD A NEW SISTER. L O L

the tug of war of love and hate
想要找回来
自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

不小心回到那一天
不小心一切又重演
冻结那空间冻结有你的世界
冻结那画面冻结不让它溶解


能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情

爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的你比自己更重要

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我
虽然心太急更害怕错过你
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起

the mighty lion have fallen..

been such a long time since i had a reality check again
long past those glory days.
long past those happy days
things changed, people changed, everything changed
love,what's love? so what if there is love?
trust? what's trust? once broken forever gone?
friends? what's friends? those that bother to reply u when u talk to them?
god? what's god? one that can command other people around and toy with them?
memories? what's memories? something that trap me inside for so long so long..





marketing revision lecture was USELESSSSSSSS
next wed 930 marketing paper
i NEED to pass it
oh fuck
it's gonna be so hard SO HARD !



i am a snake ! <3>

fark sunburn !
now my whole back is so itchy!
i think due to skin shed.zz

i am so so bored ): sigh

ren zhen de bu neng zuo cuo shi
cos the 100 good thing u do will nvr erase the fact that u did that 1 bad thing



!!! down with throat infection ):
i had a beautiful dream last night <3
body still burning !!! ):

today is co syf reharsal, wonder how was it? o.O

i dun wanna let you down
but yet
i dun wanna hold u back.


fuck holidays !

i am not gonna marry a nagging woman cos i dun wan my child to have the same fate as me !





byebye! i am gone into a faraway place ;D

(ah hai): says (7:11 PM):
there is nothing
(ah hai): says (7:11 PM):
that we cant control in our life
(ah hai): says (7:11 PM):
depend how we see it
(ah hai): says (7:11 PM):
if we think there is no control
(ah hai): says (7:11 PM):
mean we just letting it take control over us
(ah hai): says (7:12 PM):
den ho seh alr
(ah hai): says (7:12 PM):
so
(ah hai): says (7:12 PM):
i must stay strong !
(ah hai): says (7:12 PM):
even if i am alone !


yes it very xin ku!
but NO ! THERE IS NOT NOTHING I COULD DO ABOUT IT
i will figure it out
a way out of this
a way for a better future
i dunno how it gonna be like
or who gonna pei me into it
it might be u her or him
but i gotta find a way out
i cant stay on like this
COS IT FUCKING XIN KU LA FUCK !

all the beautiful memories will be kept within my heart

this decision is cruel to us, both of us

but we both know that someway, somehow it would be better for us

i wish, i pray and i hope that you will be brave and strong

you will be alright, right?

goodbye my lover

and perhap for the last time

i love you

ok!

very long nvr blog!

happen quite a lot of thing !

and there !

robert birthday celebration!

went to eat and take some photo :D

ok next week business stat and accounting exam

need a complusory pass for business stat

and hope get a decent grade for accounting

and anyway

I GET MY FIRST A IN POLY LIFE LOL !

econs^^

GOSH! IT'S A NEW YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEARRR !
and i am back into blogging for a new start! wahahaha.
so to prove to siminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn my blog not dead also!
whr got dead lor, so lively :D

spend both x-mas and new year countdown at home, i guess it was quite pathetic.
wander-ed aimlessly at orchard in the nite last nite till i decided there was no point at all, so decided to go home n slp :x


caught bedtime stories with poly mates yesterdays
kinda of a nice movie! thanks yeahs
at least my afternoon was not wasted !


even if you are fighting a war alone
you still haven lost it
so dont lost hope..



and i sincerely wish for a good year ahead
a smooth year, i dont nid any benefit, just no trouble pleaseee):