kiat,blame it on yourself
no point thinking about it,dragging ur feets about it
okays cool
and parry grab a grip and move on
we would be alright
eveything is gonna be alright


ok people! stranger status back again !
after almost a year !
woahs
you guys must have miss my freedom
and i gonna use my freedom to do something extreme
*grins*
and i have decided to publish book when i grow up
and i have started on my chapter one
LOL



and xiao mei !
zhi ren zhi miam bu zhi xin !
dun be like me !
someone good to you, doesnt mean he love you
accepting someone being good to u doesnt mean you love him
although i am the type of person tat really believe in love at first sight
and tat what happen to me all e time
but i all the time fail
so i tihnk
love at first arent that true after all altough i believe in it !
LOL
and why dun we have lunch with tat guy one of these day (:
i wun bully him i swear.LOL, just have some fun with him


ok and i have whole days of tutorial yesterday
madness.


and you
i dreamt of you last night again
are you still SCANNING thru my blog?
are u reading this?
hmms-.-
this is very weird
whatever!
you are a weird gal (:

schoooool is coool fuck !
gonna die out of it sooner or later
knn so mani three hours break !
zz

gum still swollen after four days alr ? =/
panadol is the new addiction
hoho



and i think i gonna start gymming again
let see if i got the determination
hoho



fuck love for making a fool out of me
hahs !

ellos
my tooth is aching again
the whole gum is swollen again
one of the SAME tooth is shaky again
wtf
it damn xin ku ):
hurts till my head also hurting
ahhhhhhhhhhhh

nobody there to take care of me le ):
hao tong
hao xin ku




and today my leg almost broke again

是谁说过不再回头
还是让你淹没了我
还是让你将我淹没
想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等著伤心不如学会承受
反正你不会是我的
想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等你想起不如先忘记你
反正离开你的人是我

不要哭了吗
该哭的人是我吧
你都坦白爱上了他
我有什么办法
那就这样吧
再爱都要sayonara
再给抱一下
闻一闻你的长发
不要再哭啦快把眼泪擦一擦

因为darling我爱你

对你的思念是一天又一天

孤单的我还是没有改变

你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有一句话就走
对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过

chee bye
you everything also wanna side him
everything also because of him
then simi ran jiao you wan me to do?

becos of him
see the way u talk now
see the way u treat people now
see the difference of the important and the non-important now


wo suo hua
bu ai suo di er bian
jin tian wei le ni
wo suo le shan ci yi yang de hua




chee bye i chop him and go inside and peh i also gei yan

niceee one kiat
you have become N-O-T-H-I-N-G
cool shit
fuck it.





caught taken yesterday and fast n furious 4 today
taken was an imba show





this fuck like hell

sighs, was feeling kinda of emotional today
i dk why
THIS FEELING DAMN FUCK UP

sitting alone at the CC rooftop really make me think alot, nb

HAISSS

and today germaine PS me ! grr


and hey gal, i really dont know what to say
maybe you are better off this way


最痴情的男人像海洋
爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔


你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

today is gonna be the last fucking time i go your blog.

ok today is sunday
and i am still able to sit at home and use the com
not that bad i guess
things will be alright ^^


I HOPE


anyway went prawning again two days ago
really is no luck-.-
ps arh jac vanessa and xiu qi
nvr go eat the dinner
next time k!


i am fucking broke now ):

this time really is song bo liaos
now is waiting time, see heng or suay liao
kan hong gan

and i feeling fucking tired.
i dunno why-.-


dunno where shld i go tomorrow.
hmmms !



and to someone out there
i know you had did ur best to change for him
if he still bu ling qin
there is really no point holding on
i know u wont listen to this kinda of crap
i raelly dunno wtf this guy is thinking
you had tried so hard
even if i could feel it
why cant he?
wo zhen de yuan yi kan ni ji xu sa xia qu


when i am gone
people pls miss me

life's joke

last night happened so many things


i don't know what to say


till then good bye

yesterday was quite a fun days i guess
lol
met up with primary school friend at around two
had lunch together
and off we went to hunt for shi hui present
and it really took us really quite some time

bus-ed to ehub
failed to catch a movie( no time slot )
failed to play pool ( full hse )
failed to buy mac ice cream ( machine spoilt WTF ? )

walk all e way to pit 39
6.2 peeps sat at pit 40!
so we talk cock and talk cock and talk cock
but yes we ate a bit.
till sumbody suggested about drinking
so me zhao wei walton and hkh went to buy
one bottle of smirnoff.
it finish off damn fast can?!
everybody find it damn buay gei yan that it finish off so fast
SO THEY WAN TO BUY ANOTHER BOTTLE
so off we all went to buy another bottle of vodka together
and drank at a void deck at a super fast speed.
and we took cab home !
wei si and lay feng went a little bit sot during the trip on taxi
make me fucking worried about wei si-.-
so decided to sent her home before walking home myself
i am just so great hor sister! ;D

it was so so fun to see them after so long la please
let's have a outing again (:

didnt went to watch unborn yesterday
somebody play pang seh ):
when can meet up again eh?

so went off to 900+ to play bball at five +
went off to 802 to eat at 8
reach home at 10
sibei tired please

damn boring please):


wanted to talk with silly gal for a while de
but as alway she is alway busy with her work ):








and i didnt say its you
just look around you
maybe even ur own best friends
compare now and last time
dun tell me there are no changes
maybe changes have no impact on u
maybe you are ever ready for changes
or perhaps you could accept it
but i hate changes
and that sumthing maybe u wont known how it feel to be like me.

hoho
yesterday met up with vanessa xiu qi and wan qi !
talk abit eat a bit slack a bit
hohohehehaha


spend a few hours last time on the fone with an old friend last night (:



:Xsilly gal