it's been a pathetic days n week for mi..hais..sadded bahs..din do much this whole week..din do anything much to convince her to make a decision ?..so still muz wait..no wonder larhs..not much communication take place...n got cb kia..keep kpkb xia lan mi..zzz...really bths liaos..roar..i m lyk stuck in a boat..whr there are two island..two different island wif different lifestyle tt i could search happiness for..but i dunno which to choose..both journey are really difficult..n i really afriad of failure..of getting another answer of no..my boat cant withstand another wave of negative event le..i really veri tired le

wees

wees..today went to watch GARFIeld 2 =)...quite nice bahs i will say..wees...hahas...waha..i brought the m1 hi card..free sms to m1 de..yeahs..can save hp bill..wees...hp bill last mth was a terror =(

shagged

shag~~...zZzZ..nths much to say bahs?..a lot of changes happen in the sch?...changing of teachers all these?...sians..today do shoulder training..doing in everyday..making my shoulder veri suans..but think will improve =)..hahas..oh mans..today father drive mi to sch..cant get use waking up so early..totally cant jiao wif ken they all..totally no mood..totally nvr talk to ice at all..roars..wad's the matter

feeling unhappy

haish..roar..today woke up finding my jie beside mi instead of my kor..got quite a shock =.=..dunno wad to say le larhs..hais..dunno wad i wanna...maybe i shld juz settle wif it..n be happy wif wad i haf..but wonder wad i haf?..nths?..hais..FORGET IT..cos nobody understand mi

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对不起

真的很想跟你说对不起...在你的生活带来这么多伤心与眼泪..目标是要让你快乐..只能说我很矢败吧..我也不在乎别人所说的话了..因为他们跟本不了解情况..真的很稀望他们不会在烦你了..对不起..昨晚没有回信..不是闲你烦..是真的太过乱了..我不可能会不理会你的..我对你的承诺一定会做到的..dun care wad ur mummy say..live ur life the way u wanna it to live..juz as long u are sure u are happy..tell mi wad's the life u wan..if u really dun wanna talk le..i also cant force u bahs..but i will keep my promise..got any probs still can find mi de

ROAR

WTF..i hate ppl tt spams..zzz..wths..ROAR..lmaos..anyway..today was a fktard day...anyway had laughter and fun bahs..lmaos..i bth tt damm bald hair guy infront of mi..was shaking all over..lols..waha..today went to safra--->KFC--->bedok--->CS--->tampines mart...a bit stupid larhs..bths...anyway..i feel lyk playing maple again..but no acc leis..so sadded=(

may the stars shine tonight

wahs...my birthday is coming in less den two month tym !!..today went to marina square!!..found out tt i wanna buy a lot a lot of stuff =)..but due to lack of paper resources in my wallet..i only buy one shirt=(..okay let mi list out the things i wan!!wees..from pure milk..THE PURPLE COLOUR T SHIRT=)actually i wanna buy all purple t shirt from pure milk..look so nice one=)..i lubs purple..wees..from newbie..wahas..the white colour polo tee !!..omg..and the jean!..bths..the jean so nice=)..okay okays..den astro boy..i wan tt polo tee oso=X..and and the 3/4 pant!!..i so lack of 3/4 pant nowaday..hahas..see..so little stuff nia..wonder still got wad..ooo...I NEED A NEW WALLET..shyt..now using the damm damm old one..*wail*..i need a school bag too..yeahs..so greedy..oh ya..NIKE DELTA FORCE SHOE(SNEAKER)..any gal wif average look,cuteness,cleverness buy for mi tt shoe will haf direct Admission to become not legal but name wife=)..so u all can think abt it ya...wees..i almost forget..my hp memory card is courrupted so if u all wan buy for mi a 512 de space,i wun mind =)

=X

heard tt tml winven will be against underfield once again..hais...JIA YOU ALRIGHT..guys u all can do it !..dun repeat the same mistake as we did last tym ya..we almost did it the last tym..tt tym although it was a draw..but it was the best feeling i had with u all..cos we played lyk a team =)..with jie wei in the defence,zx pushing up,brian running not feeling tired at all..roy as the playmaker and for qun to kp and confuse the enermy =X..couldn't really believe u all trashed ben they all..ya proved mi wrong =)..continue to jia you k!..roars =)win it for mi !..wanna play so badly..but i am badly injured=(

in a lost

haish...last nite totally cant slp..u told mi sum stuff..make mi tihnk abt all stuff..everything..wahs..so sians diaos lorhs...i was thinking abt ice..xt..ex-lao po..and even merlion=.=...dun wish to mention name so all call by nickname =.=...zzz..i was thinking why did i lyk them in the first place..but really tym with them are enjoyable..but without them are hell..so i oso dunno is good or bad..if i wanna stead..zz..long tym ago..juz asked any gal to stead can liao..if think i m tt kinda den FUCK SUA...zzz..if i nvr make up my mind..i wun even chiong ...I REALLY THINK I DAMM FUCKING SUAY...zzz..dunno is i think too much or wad shyt lorhs...wad lj leader...dun come talk cock wif mi tt i childish during sec 2 but become better in sec 3...zzz.wahs..i sibei bths liaos..not tt i dun wanna be..but all these words will affect the ppl around..coucil has no big fuck wif mi..so dun compare them with mi ty..zz..

hmmms

yeahs..haf new blogskin le..muz thanks jun n gla bahs..thanks euu worhs=)..waha..it suit mi..i m a devil..wahaha...anyway..cant believe i talk on the fone wif 2 sec 1 gals juz now bahs..hahas..a bit stupid larhs..one keep luff one keep lyk so sad =(..sorri ah..dun meant to spoilt ur mood de worhs...hope u will be alright bahs..anything happen can find mi bahs =)..i help u bash him up...lalalas..okays..let's talk abt ytd..WENT K BOX..hahas..was late..whoops..ok..i keep get "shuddup!!" by sum ppl...i not going to go k box anymore..zz..was heard tt i was not wanted..suas..zzz..okay nvm..nite tym was fun..when left the 5 boys..where we can kpkb oso no one will kp us..waha..the buffet make mi eat untill i so zhang..bths..lalalalas..nths to say liaos

CO CAMP

okay..let's talk abt the two day one night i had in the CO CAMP..i was the D-I-C..guess wad is tt ;)...hahas..okay..i started the first day by cutting bittergourd!!..so nice for mi to cut for my juniors..waha..it muz haf test really nice xp..okay la..we had all the ice breaker game..obstacle course in the morning..till the afternoon..den my juniors went to have their lunch..grp 5 reported lost faster den i expect...lols..okay..i dunno wad to talk abt the camp mans...dun wish to have another debrief in my blog u see..okay so nvm..co practise was the same..slacking..yeahs..den farewell...i cant believe my brother was treated lyk a king..WTH..okay la..pathetic..nvm..the farewell party..was so~so..different grps come up wif sumthing diff..which i think is quite good?..okay..i forget sumthing..i get into my temper wif my juniors after the cleaning up the CO room..becos..they basically dun get it of wad it mean by cleaning up...n after cleaning up the place shld be clean..becos..it was as dirty as before...ROAR...okay la..nvm..so we had nitewalk..waha...grp 5 n 3..maybe u haf the blame SOME sec 1s CELLO ppl that u all get so wet..hahas..anyway sorry for those that is shivering after the nightwalk..muz be veri xin ku...SO SORRY..okay la..at least u all get to bathe by 12+..i get to bathe by 3...I MORE CHAM RITE =(...hahas..the debrief by MS ANNA HO WAS "GREAT"...i was sleepy..n she is trying to test my limit of can i fall aslp during debrief =.=...okay la..nvm after i bathe..i was little bit waken up..climb out of the sch to buy mac..xp...for my juniors oso..i m too good?...okay..let's hope no teachers saw my blog...okay..second day..no voice..raining..but i was really glad...all my sec 1 juniors..they are SPEAKING UP..waha..finally...great improvement...get to kno sum of u during the camp...THANKS FOR THOSE TT THANKED MI xp..u guys are greats..keep it up...

chalet

waha...ytd went to a chalet..den come back juz abt 1 hrs ago..wahahas...it was quite alright bahs..happen quite a few stuff..okay nvm..juz talk abt the fun part..jobell they all need to go off so early..bluff mi tt they will stay over =.=..nvm..in the end went orchard at 2am wif sharyl they all...hahas..a bit fun..stupid and scary..scary cos of those stupid poster lahs..so scary de..wl..bths lors..no movie watch leis..so in the go K BOX..wahs...jun xuan really gd at singing larhs..so li hai..waha..i so tired..at dere slp for 1/2 hrs lykdat lor..too piggy le..hahas..tired marhs...wahas..n we found out one thing...XIU QI LYK NELSON'S SISTER...WAHA..he's so dead..lmaos...not bad la..not bad looking..lols..P6..lmaos..xiu qi muz jia you wor..LOL...okay la..anyway..we reach the chalet at 7am this morning..fking tired..hahas..so in the end i too tired..nvr go sch..waha..bo pian..too tired..go will be lyk nvr go..so make no diff xp...wahahas..so long dun haf chalet wif the 2e5/1e3 ppl le..although is 1e3 chalet n i m not one of it..=.=..n ppl keep say mi=.=..ROAR>.<

AHH

wahs..haish..it seem to put a full stop to everything although nothing started..hopes dashed..i dunno stupid things can get for mi..the one upstair seem to hate mi a lots..wths..make my life so xin ku larhs..SO FUCK UP LARHS