i feel so fuck
really damn FUCK

hoho
today my gf asked me one Q
pretty funny
she asked.
what thing u regretted in ur life
wow
when i go think about it
den i realise
there is quite a number of stuff i regretted !
n that onli counting from the days i step into sec sch till now !
hohoho
yeahs
i realised that i have changed so much to the worse recently
and i had lost quite a few close ones.
):
yeahs pretty upsetting
sigh!
my exams is coming up
and there is tons of project to catch up
STRESS BODOH !
LOL !










* i just wish to have a carefree life and be just happy and no worries
HAKUNA MATA ):

what's love
roses,presents and kisses
these are the things you told me.

what's concern
iszit just sweettalk and smiles
those outer appearance that u had bluffed me with.

i dun care about all these
i dun beg for fate
u know what i truely need is
your heart


i didnt know how i choose you that time
now that u had change heart
and ignoring me

till now
than i realise i am playing a very stupid game
the rules are set by u
and i just a loser of the game

just whr r u leadine me to
haven u hurt me enough
i am just a normal emotional guy
i just wanna have sum beautiful memories

what is sadness?
iszit tears or iszit being left alone
u only knew how to care about urself
i thought time would put a end up everything
but everytime u turn away from me
my heart bleed


till now
than i realise i am playing a very stupid game
the rules are set by u
and i just a loser of the game


those thousand of different places that we gone to
u said u would remember every pieces of memories that we carved out
thank you love for linking me and you together
now that all is over
u would said u rather not known me in the first
just is who hurt who in the first place
whose tears is the one that filled up the river
whose heart is the one that bleed
who is the one that continue to go out and have fun
who is the one that started all these

cos i just fucking hate it when u have the THIS IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS attitude.

hohoho
yesterday was CCN day for TP
i was late
but still
late is better than never (:

it was hells loads of noise and foods all around business school block man!

it been so long since i sit down n talk to da xiong !

yeahs. she too think that i had change ):
she say i was disappointing !
T_T
anyway
gladys came to find her.
so long since i last saw her.
i think she lost a few pound again.
tsk tsk
and yeah!
it was long since i last talk to her.


went over to CS to find LJY<33
and bring her over to find jac n co
then sent home to inter
aiyoyo
wonder when u will see these since ur com spoilt
but when u seee this
u better rmb it!
EAT UR MEALS
and takkaire of ur body larhs !
roars
spoilt ur body le, next time how to stay at home n be pig !
den i will force u to go study all the way till uni den u know !
really
muz takkaire ):
i will xin tong de ehs!



and and and
i met up with gladys after that
went over to have ice cream
at the shop i know but i dunno how to spell
CS fourth floor that one!
=/
yeahs.
we chat chat chat
been so long since we last did that (:
and YOU
better take good care of ur body la!
of cos i not sumbody that u must listen to larhs.
but really. some activities arent that good?
i scare u chi kui ya.
guys are bastard
u shld. ya. dun trust all of them
LOL !
yeahs. so long. do meet up(:

ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I BLOGGED =/

omg!
hells loads of stuff happen

schools was sucky as usual =/
i really really couldnt adapt i guess !
sigh!
so gonna fail my semm 1
LOL
jia lat
si jie say if i fail my "apple" den i really wu yao ke jiu le
hahaha
i hope i wun fail it-.- it will make me feel so rtd !


and roars
really a lot of things happen nahs!
LJY is <33
so much love(;

anyway
ppl do really study hard for ur history
cos history really do repeat themselve
DAMN FUCK LOR
&@*^$(@*@)@#*(@^@
i was like in such a FUCK MOOD YTD MAN
cant believe
the same thing happen again!
wth !
roars!



i gonna settle all my stuff soon
i promise(:
* i feel like quitting sch seriosuly-__-

i am afraid i would hurt u
really.
maybe one day
i would really fall in love with u
but even till that day
i will still help her out
still be there for her
whenever things happen
yeahs
i had already told u these
these afternoon
i dun think you will be able to tahan la right?


so i dun mind you not waiting
it alright (:

i know i had been alway overreacting about you.
i know u arent mine anymore.
i know i am being irriating when i kpo about you.

not say good friend
i dun even know we are friend.

but yeahs
really
i am worried
fucking worried.



i dunno why
GUI JUN EN
WHY
THE PERSON THAT MAKE ME MOST SHAG
IS YOU
NOT EVEN GLADYS OR SI JIE
IS ALWAY YOU
LOL
I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY