Happy Birthday Dearest Girl!!
Hope everything will goes well in you ya?
and you would be really really happy.
On this very day. I made a decision.
and perhaps this decision would made you happy in a long term.
I told you before already. everything i do , all i wanna see you happy.
maybe your friend is right.
maybe all you wan is me to do nothing at all.
this is your big 21st.
I really really did everything i could.
The book and the wallet.
know something. I really wish i could afford that MiuMiu for you.
If one day, you received a MiuMiu wallet from an anonymous guy. it would be me !
The book. .one day when u flip thru this book.Hopefully u will be able to remember the good time.I really hoped i had at least given you some good memory to keep.
maybe i didnt
maybe i failed so badly without realizing it that i couldnt even give u a good memory in 8 years time.
sorry.


trust me
leaving you is never my choice.
but
maybe i was left with no choice.



Loving you forever and always.
Ching Kiat.

Just like how i wanted you to accompany me for a meal during my actual day of my birthday.
Of course you also want somebody special to be there with you for your birthday.
How silly of me...