ignorance is gd

ahhh...i juz clean up the hse..woah...too guai bahs..hahas...anyway..juz now went to her blog..i not going to read her blog again..ignorance is gd..i dunno how to spell la..budden..go her blog..make mi feel tt i dun understand her at all...*wail*..nvm..sua sua...i juz cant get her out of my mind =.=..i tried not to sms...but i fail T.T..i juz dunno how to guess wad she is thinking..dun really understand her..seriously..i tot i understand but i dun..spend so little tym wif her..no wonder she dun care abt my pressence...oh fark god..zzz...i m thinking so much again...ahh...anyway..oh yeah..i already told myself...first thing..dun so fan..n vent anger on others...woah..second..it's impossible to be wif her..so i juz wanna her to be happy..thirdly..i need to get more information abt her so tt i can help her..she wun tell mi a single thing abt her T.T...lastly..i wanna find a job..so tt can spend without worries..buy for her things oso dun need save untill wan die cannot die...yeah...my xiao mei next week birthday n i no money buy T.T

AHHH...woah

WOAH...wakakas...today morning wake up so early go sunplaza..wakakas...feng sheng ppl dere le...hahas...anyway..we play wif them lor...wakakas..first quater...lost 19 points...GOOD GAME...lols...second quater...lost 1 point..third quater...lost 12 point...end of game...win 2 point...sianx larhs...after tt match...got 4 guys 1 gal come...one of the guy got the 100% idiot face...toad they all go play wif them...n lost...we laughed...den we go play wif them...n lost...n we was laughed by others...wth...dunno why oso larhs...so sian...fourth quater against feng sheng was a moment of magic for mi...i think play quite well..wakakas...today chistmas eve..omg..lols..i m not counting down..haish...oso not she counting down wif mi..so lazy to go out bahs...='(

haish

haish...ytd go play bball...i rmb tt..ya..haish...as i was walking back home..it was raining...i stopped half-way...let the rain drip down my face...it was a mix feeling..rather sad ba...tihnk of sum things...haish...nvm...i keep think of same tihng..dream of same tihng..haish..dunno wad to say le...

i wanna die~!

haish...today morning wake up from a dream..it was s beautiful dream but i told myself..it is impossible as from wad she told mi in real life..den tears start dripping again..zzzz

haish~

haish....tears went down my cheek lyk nobody business...haish...nvm...no mood to do anything...when i close my eyes...image of u appear..i still rmb the first day i kno u..those things u do..haish...i kno is impossible..maybe i shld let go...but i cant...i juz hope u will be happy

ahhhh

ahhhh...today came back from chalet...so tired la can...but oso nvr do anything muchs larhs...yawn...juz woke up...okkiies...monday...wad did i do...ooohhh..all the guys go play bball...gals go playbowling...kereen they all go take pic at the beach...n i was left alone in the chalet...so i decided to slp...but din manage to do so..so i sms lor...den kereen they all come back...n it was lyk so noisy larhs...hahas....cos kereen n rebecca keep make those stupid sound...hahas...yeah..den hildir they all come...den faris started smoking..den all the malays started smoking...which was lyk wth laa...ok..anyway..den i follow debbie they all go makan dinner...but i nvr eat larhs...cos i on diet...wakakas....den go back watch tong xin yuan =.=....hahas...den we all tok...yeah..we tok n tok...den i went back home wif kereen they all..but i so nice la...so i decided to sent kereen home.n she was sentED home by mi..wakakas...den i waited for the stupid bus..n it was lyk so long...den no air con somemore...so stupid...den go back home...den home drama series one started....n was lyk so noisy..zzzz.ok let's skip that...tuesday...CO...wth...zhang lao shi nth to do den early come teach erhu...den i was lyk wad to do...den after the break..i was late n dun dare go back...so i decided to collect $...which i regretted doing...cos...muz beg lyk wad larhs...den still muz lent ke yang $10...zzzz...doubt she will return..nvm nvm...den i went eat lunch..woah..wee...den co again...blah blah blah..k...finally co end...den i saw kp si jie n anna...wakakas...so i decided to di siao dey all...wakakas...den kp show mi n sj whr the dead bird is...seriously dun look lyk a bird...so colourful..anyway...everyone let has a min of silent for it....shhhhhh........ok...den...i went back home bathe n go chalet...n the bbq was finish even before i was there...nvm larhs...i manage to eat a fishball tt sharyl cook for mi larhs...den actually i wanted to go camilia chalet to wish her happy b'day...den i walk untill dere ...look here look dere...sian...den i walk away....ok..den i saw wei si...she was shouting for mi...n scolded mi cock ear...den blah blah...she bu li wo la...i so sad...hahas....so sian...den we play arcade ...the stupid shoot bball de...stupiid...i onlii get 457...zzzz..nvm...i will jia you next tym...hahas...wee..den went eat mac...den we go back chalet..den we tok..den we tried slp...yeah...cos most of the guys was not dere...n was lyk quite easy slp...but i din kno tt onli mi n hui juan fall aslp...tt ass jun xuan n xiu qi wake us up..watch wad stupid ghost show...den they go slp...WTH...lols....den everyone came back...we watch chelsea vs liverpool...lols..den happen a lot of funny thingy la...lols...all the ppl sleeping were doing stupid action which was so funny...kks...let's skip all those funny part...lols...den morning...the jun xuan keep cant wake up..hahas...den we go eat breakfast at the food court...yeah...den we go safra...play pool bowling arcade...yeah...den i go interchange top up $ for my ezlink...den go back slp...yeah...tt's it...oh ya...got a teacher told mi not to blog abt wad i do but abt those impt things lyk was happen around the world n leaving comment abt it...i totally forget abt it till now..so sad...hahas..next tym bahs...

haish

juz now went to sharyl blog, blahx.blogspot.com..den realise she advertise my blog..no wonder yu heng come tag...haish~!...feel so dead..i dun wanna care abt anything anymore..hais..tml got class chalet lor..my parent dun allow mi to go..say i go too mani tyms liao..haish..i dunno la..morning maybe i going to sch to help co do sum stuff ba..haish..dun feel lyk going to co leix..no mood..ahhh..life sux..zzz...no one to tok to...den i go in maple..den so sian..i realise sumthing..qf n jx are veri gd..cos they will help mi...hahas...ahhhh...o ya...ytd morning go play bball..really is not throw the ball but throw face..zzzz...no mood...moodless..finding myself..yi qian de wo...when i had not met u..u r the one tt brighten up my days..but u choosed to darken it

woah

wahh...holiday so sians...today wake up at 9..a boring day..yawn..tired...played com since 9 to 1230 which i go downstair to eat lunch..or brunch...hahas...den i come back do housework...haish..i juz too guai...bth...hahas...anyway i m suppose to call this woman ,june...to buy long pants...my mother tell mi if i not going to call her .i gonna wear short pants next years...so wad...i can pei xiu qi ma...in case he wear..which most likely will happen..n the worse thing is tt next yr i same class wif him n jun xuan again...god...when u link jun xuan n xiu qi...wad u get...noise...zzzz....budden nvm...i same class wif wen jin n sharon again...hahas...lynette n kereen oso...woah...omg...suddenly rmb...qf ..ken..n royston...another equation...u add 3 of them u will get jun xuan n xiu qi which = to noise...ahhhh....cant imagine my class next yr...i dunno still got in my class...good game...juz realise i long tym nvr play bball...yeah...oh ya..my xiao mei,pei yun go oversea today..sobbs...13th den come back..haish..gonna miss her...hahas...o ya..monday got chalet...doubt my parent let mi go...maybe if i go there stay overnite..my father will change lock n wun let mi go home..den my mother n brother will clap hand n grin...zzzz..i dunno....ahhhh...god..or whoever tt is up in the sky...if u wun give mi a chance to be wif her...den give mi the chance to forget abt her kks?