ignorance is gd

ahhh...i juz clean up the hse..woah...too guai bahs..hahas...anyway..juz now went to her blog..i not going to read her blog again..ignorance is gd..i dunno how to spell la..budden..go her blog..make mi feel tt i dun understand her at all...*wail*..nvm..sua sua...i juz cant get her out of my mind =.=..i tried not to sms...but i fail T.T..i juz dunno how to guess wad she is thinking..dun really understand her..seriously..i tot i understand but i dun..spend so little tym wif her..no wonder she dun care abt my pressence...oh fark god..zzz...i m thinking so much again...ahh...anyway..oh yeah..i already told myself...first thing..dun so fan..n vent anger on others...woah..second..it's impossible to be wif her..so i juz wanna her to be happy..thirdly..i need to get more information abt her so tt i can help her..she wun tell mi a single thing abt her T.T...lastly..i wanna find a job..so tt can spend without worries..buy for her things oso dun need save untill wan die cannot die...yeah...my xiao mei next week birthday n i no money buy T.T