thank euu for ytd de lunch

and pei mi watch de movie

thanks a lot kay=)

well today da xiong jie jie came visit me after i call her up. and she brough me mac breakfast. thank you =)). hahaha. after that euu come oso after i call euu up. sorry to disturb euu sleeping ya?. hahaha. o ya!. thank for the flower k? i love it =). o well. we did talk talk today. haha. but i really at a loss bahs.


i really muz get my leg to be ok to be ready for euu. grr. muz jia you



will euu rather thing to remain in this way? i dunno.i dun wan things to be stuck here

today is the fourth days after my operation of my leg. o well. i had been doing exercise for it to allow it recover faster. but still. it soooo pain. sigh. dun really kno wad i can do also. i had been doing excessive exercise for the knee this tym round. dun rmb doing so much last tym. this tym. i really wanna stand up again. i wanna walk again. almost all my school mate had start going out looking for jobs or even start working alr. but me? just staying at home being in a very pathetic situation. sigh. talking abt sec 4 sch mates. i doubt i can even make it to the prom night. hais.

well well. enough for the leg.how pain it is. i gonna pull it thru. it gonna be alright. and i gonna be strong.



and i swear that once my leg is ok. i will do the impossible task. but for the tym being. i will bite my teeth and move on. now that euu are gonna work. i guess there will be nobody to fill the void in my heart. and the main is. will euu ?

well well. i was admitted to the hospital yesterday! SGH ! for the operation my right knee which was seriously injured? i was dead nervous and was really scare.thank euu for waking at seven to sent me e msg. really thanks a lot ya? haha. i was pushed inside the surgery room and i was really very tense. and there is this nice guy who keep cheer me up by telling me lame jokes! he really brough a smile across my face. thank you! so i was put to slp and dunno wad happen through out the surgery. when i wake up. i was experiencing slow heart beat ! high blood pressure! was damn xin ku la! hahahas but when i wake up.gladys jun en si jie and anna was there already waiting for me. i guess i muz be very fortunate le? HAHA.okok bahs they really gave mi a lot of supports=) and the CO teachers and peers come too. thanks ya! hahahas there's not really much to talk abt other than my leg is really in pain and i really couldn't move it and it really saddening that i cant walk again D= AND IT REALLY VERY PAIINNN


well well. hahaas since u talked abt me in your blog. den i shall talk about you too bahs alright
gladys chin yan ying !
know u since sec 1 during feb when we go dumun high concert ! still rmb ma? haha you r the first person i ever ask for number face to face you kno. be glad abt it bahs! hahaha you are right bahs. we had gone thru a lot a lot and it will be really insane to talk abt everything.
hahhaa ok let see. hmms out of four years, we had seven months that is more than just friends? lols! hahaas be it a wrong choice wrong decision different character or wad so ever. i am sure we both learn a lot from it bahs. but i guess it really affect us a lot bahs. hardly e same anymore right? hahahas.but i hope we still can be friends even when we go different way from now onward yea?

ok la to reply to your post. i dun think i am a good punching bag now. extremely weak now=( and thanks for coming ya? hahaha dun work too much la you. i think not very suitable for u lehs. muz takkaire ah okok.

thank you for all the memories u gave me. be it painful memories or happy memories. these are memeories that really make mi learn a lot of things. thanks a lot ya. for the last thing. if u see this, rmb the movie that we watch? the guardian. the one abt saving ppl from the sea? hahaha if u rmb it. go rmb the last part of the story bahs. and rmb that when ever u nid help. i will alway be there. if u ask for it. i promise i will be there

enough le bahs. hahas btw thank euu for waking at six plus for sms-ing mi ok. really help a lot =)) and the friendship band oso ehs! i love it. thanks yea?

i dunno how.sigh, just felt kinda off beat

i wish i knew. how i wish i could mend ur heart








euu once said that i make your star shine again but could i do it again

heeeeeeeha!

o well. i went out ytd, din go for FR bbq. i hope they enjoyed themselve?

cos i enjoyed myself=D

ok let see !

venue: marina Square
activity: movie ! stardust
overview: it was very nice! at least euu did enjoy it. i guess i also enjoy it. just that i cant stand guy wearing dress n start dancing around. LOL

venue: Thiong bahru plaze
activity: Dinner, jap ramen
overview: hahaha not bad ah at least euu eat more than half of it and finish the drink and the egg thingy( i dunno how to spell it). WOOHOO. i love the raman there=D. we talk talk a lot there rmb? talk more than we eat.hahahaa.it was fun n funny=)

overall ! i enjoyed myself and i hope euu do too


rmb ! it's you who make the day so memorable=) it not that i am easily contented la. but i am really happy. thank euu!

16/11/07 i wun forget

well well well. i had been kinda of unlucky)= and i shall tell u why

1st) I LOST MY WALLET =(, it my valentine day present this year and it contain a lot of important stuff ! eg. IC NET CARD. now i need to make all new one, i lost all my membership card oso =( wails plus some movie tickets that is soooooooooooooooooooo impt to me D=

2nd) I AM DAMN BROKE. and the first reason on top had make me even poorer? D+ i dun really dare to go out u know. adult bus fare is EX. eating outside is EX. i had decided i shall not go out unless it impt occasion such as going out with euu? hahahaas

3rd) i had been getting into awful quarrels =( ok let see. i wanna dye my hair with colours that can see tt is different from normal hair. tt guy told me. u have too mani white hair. i nid to use darker colour to cover it up. is it ok. i tell him just got colour come out i dun care tt much. end up no colour come out and he just said i had to tell u the truth the colour din come out AND START TALKING COCK. CHAO CHEE BYE so i had decided to dye my hair again when i got e money.ken say he wanna dye today i dunno i got e money anot if dye today. tml cant go out with her le=( let see how things go bahs.
OK also i had been quarreling with my family. be it the leg or the money-__________-

4rd) i am greatly worried abt CO but i dun think i am going back anymore. due to some reasons yea? i love you guys =)



i had realised that my life had a lot of problems!!
and i am extremely bored at home T_T


BUT BUT BUT
euu said tml maybe can go out.hehs. i am excited=)

seriously i am fucking bad mood now.

and this home is fucking making it worse.


damn it.

o well, since last night i got back the feeling of " i am just a bastard, i shld just die D="


OKOK O LVL IS GONNA BE OFFICIALLY OVER ON MONDAY ALTHOUGH I HAD ALREADY BEEN IN HOLIDAY MODE N GO OUT FOR THREE DAYS AND SPEND MORE THAN 200. I M STILL QUITE EXCITED=DD

ok, this news is for those that who care, but for those that felt wasted abt this, turn around and go bang a wall thanks. OK. let see. i went to see my doc abt my knee again on wed. and i heard good news and good news =). it been proven that my soft lost was less than 1cm which mean i do not need to do the cartiledge operation ! and a doctor name kenneth was willing to allow me to do a 2mm MRI scan AT NO COST, THANK A LOT. it really a burden off my shoulder, for once, i felt like i could play basketball again, for once, i think like i can walk like normal people again.thanks for those that cares=) i love you guys


i am sure i gonna miss secondary school life, my CO life and my schooling life. I HAD GOT INTO SO MANI MANI TROUBLES, but i learn a lot from it. i had wonderful experience in this school although i had super sad memories too. AHA. but it this place that let me know YOU EUU NI AND YOU. a bit lame-.-. oo i forget abt my erhu 13 juniors and my tu di =( we must meet up !



ok. tt tym i rmb somebody say i keep anyhow say ppl is my lao po. HAHA. ok today i shall give the my best lao po award to SHARYL KUA. LOL! cos she is alway so entertaining and brighten up my days ! solve problem for me during CO tym. and she is alway so cheerful ! hahahha and her lousy singing will make u go mad which kinda of sad la she onli can play instrument ! need me as her singer ! =D i rmb she say she dream of me throwing her into the dustbin. LOL kinda of funny. i will miss 2e5 i will miss her. she is gonna kill me if she see this =/


i decided to blog more often and from today onward. euu will mean you if euu kno wad it mean=)


a gal and a boi, each with a different background, different intelligence, different mindset, both from a failed relationship, both are good ppl ( LOL !)

can they be tgt?

o level is almost over le. really dunno how struggle without secondary school life. when during pre o lvl i was dread for holiday and now i dunno wad am i going to do during the holiday or wad there that is planned for me.i need somebody iszit you?


nah i am not asking


the feeling is nice


and wadever god there is. save me. i nid money T_T