a person in love is indeed stupid.
hmms!
no laa. this sentence is not just about me
but just that i just read a blog
and i found out that a girl is stupidly in love
maybe she feel blessed and loved
but looking at what happening to her
i think that she just living in the own world and giving false hope to herself
lying to herself and lying to the people around her.
i just hope that one day she wake up
and realise what she had is all a fake thing
that she couldnt continue lie to herself
when the truth pop up right infront of her
and tt she was so stupid to put him as everything in her heart
and to realise that everything was just a blank space.
and to realise that she mistrust a guy again.
when that day happen
i hope she could get up to her feet again bahs!
which i think will be kinda of hard? =/


today wake up at three am.
to go sao mu !
it was kinda of okay
kinda of tired now.
i today realise one of my cousin is really quite big.


and that stupid TP dun let me go in-.-
fucks
now i need to resubmit some forms
and get down to TP
before i can get in
and by 040408
last year this date
CO GET GWH =D
-.- ya
so by next friday i muz get down to TP
or i no school !
ahhhh!


anyway
i think i nvr mention this
my leg hurts again
and i scared that it break again
now walking will limpD=
how how !



u said u will pei me.
but yet
u say just dun do stupid stuff next time.

ahems~
ok.
today i gonna talk about my wonderful ambition
i wanna be a chef !
and i talk to my sharyl lao po about it
she agree with it !
see!
she even tag at my blog to acknowledge it=)
i guess she leave the link there to wan ppl that read my blog go read her blog too
so go her now ! gogogog
ok wait . wait till read finish my blog =DD


i am pretty sure she will murder me if she see this post
but still
SHE RARELY COME MY BLOG
argh
while i go her blog almost everyday!
yet my piggy lao po LAZY to update it one=(
and she is sickT_T
take care k !
-runaway she is really gonna kill me.

LOL
anyway
i had my hair layered yesterday!
by xu di !
wow
it was kinda of cool
he is realy really good !
hehs i like my hair now
but my mummy dun let me extend D=


anyway i hurt my right knee yesterdays=/
and it really hurt now
while walking
stairs is worse

such long time since i blogged !
got a quite a few happening things happening~

hahaha! friday!
went to celebrate nz birthday at paramount hotel
yummy
it was nice!
we had laughter all e way!
guys~
i dunno how ms soh stand it!
ahaha
and thank for the treat ms soh.
i promise i will treat u back =D


saturday!
went over to CO early in the morning
to see them combine
aww
it was kinda of messy=/
had a talk with ms ding and mr wong
solve quite a few prob =D
sec one theory!
omg
it was horrible
cos i dun understand oso!
LOL
saw ah dai and xudi while waiting for others to go dunman high concert
the concert was sort of not as nice as last time
maybe it was due to the songs they choose bahs!
went over to mac for dinner!
gladys went to city harvest church =(
hahaha
ok random
vivien they all get very very high! and they pang seh us D=
ruby is jay chou!
wenyi is spongebob=D
hahaha
it was full of laughter too=)

sunday!
i sleeeeeep at home can!
and had dinner at changi village
yummy=D


monday.
i forget what i did in the morning.
sleeping i guess.
met up with jac at 1+
went over to find the others.
den go find sally
walk around
sent her home
talk talk at her hse
aww
i hope her hand will get better=(


yesterday=/
suppose to go over CO for camp debrief
but sumthing urgent happen
and i must rush over
which is
gladys asked me to find her yesterday cos she today not free
settle her lunch at pepperlunch=/ that was my teabreak! hehs
we walk walk around
crap all e way
it was filled with laughter too
we caught a movie too
vantage point!
it was kinda of nice
sent her home after that

awww.
anyway
=(
i dunno if u mean it anot
but sumtime is just hurt
sigh! D=


就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
but
有你在的地方
我总感觉很窝心

haissss

blah blah. this photo was taken two years ago !

my cute cute erhu sec 1 06=D

just some random fotos although

yeah.they did made an impact on my life! i love them !

i alway wish to be able to help them out.

but ya. things dun alway go to plan everytime.

ytd happen two things about them.

not all of them. but one group of thems. it made me think a lot !

i get emo cos of them ! D=

but i guess all of them will be okay.

i will be there for them! yes i will be !

these few days happens a lot of things

sigh.

yesterday rayner got some trouble with some malays

we go down.

and end up

it damn stupid-.-

z

i heard that today is jac and siu ming 4th month!

happy anniversay okay!

enjoy =D

i am still thinking when i can go out with gladys!

=/

miss her

LOL

and i heard that my tu di is sick D=

hope she will be okay !

and my xiao mei almost dun wan me=(

i am so sad.

hmph angry too!

but still

we are bro and sis forever

i promise!

today tu di came over to my house to pei me =D
it was raining so heavily when she finish school
we were drenched !
and i think cos of that
i kinda of sick now-.-
but it okay la
we rarely meet up
so it worth it=D
we eat eat talk talk
but i was so tired
that i fall aslp for a while !
LOL



it's becos i love you. that why i allowed u to rob away the colours of my life.
i hope the colours u took away from my life will beautify ur life.

17th march !
went to eat lunch with gladys!
hahaaha.met up at two.but she was late =/
saw a couple of sec ones-______-
and i saw QF
LOL. i dunno why both of us had such big reaction when we see each other
AND HE NEED TO CUT HAIR. LOL !
and ya
gladys came.
and we went to walk walk around and eat eat
maybe i will buy the bag or the shoe for u bahs
wait till i save enough money bahs =/
den we had lunch!
it was pretty yummy delicious!
you smiled a lot :D
and i was glad about that
it been soooooooo long since we last met up !
muz meet up more okay!
hehs!




cant bear to start poly life=/
dun wanna u to know all those shuai ge there ><

vivien that stupid cute little junior of mine.
say sumthing kinda of stupid yet cute today

ching kiat . . says (4:24 PM):
i think long hair vey vrey nice
VOJN says (4:24 PM):
i noe why its nice
ching kiat . . says (4:24 PM):
?
VOJN says (4:24 PM):
cos if u stand behind
VOJN says (4:25 PM):
then we swing
VOJN says (4:25 PM):
"pa" on ur face
VOJN says (4:25 PM):
hahah!


randomly
i dunno why it so funny
but it make me smile !
thank!=D

i wake up and found that i can no longer play basketball anymore =(

went for basketball training this morning !
although with a injured leg and shoulders
shrug
it was almost consider my first proper training ever.
it feel so nice to wearing my basketball shoe and run around the court !
feel so nice to be back to the court=D
but really cant do much with that knee and shoulder of mine
sigh!
but still
i am determined to play basketball !

and i wanna go out later
but nobody pei D=

damn damn stupid !
had been staying at home for the third day le la!
argh

hohoho
had not been doing anything since yesterday.
spend the whole day at home yesterday!
and today went to gym and no more! at home ! ahh!
anyway
my shoulder hurt so much that i really cant gym much for my hand =(
damn sad la !

its been a week or more since i last meet up with jac they all !
cant make it to have dinner with them later
cos it my mum off day today
pai sei ah !
will try to meet up soon de
hahaaa


anyway
there had been a lot of rumours in CO about me recently !
LOL
it kinda of funny actually.
the sec 1 blue colour gal that i like?
LOL
true or false
u choose =D
anyway
my tu di warn me
" i am not calling a gal younger than me shi mu ! "
hahaha, kinda of funny la !

came back from co camp last nite !
guess it was pretty okays
pretty much things happens.quite a lot actually.-.-zzz
shall not talk about it!

anyway
i injured my right shoulder again
how great-.-
well.pretty pain
z

there are stuff that i din wanna it to be likethis
but there are stuff i cant control.

i was really qi tai of tommorrow to come.
but o well
sigh
nahs.
nevermind.


there is so many things i wanna do for u. but i dunno what to do.
there is soo many things i wanna say to u. but i dunno what to say.

yeah you are right
the onli person
i can blame is
myself

awww my throat is awfully in great pain now !
damn not feeling well=(
i hope it recover by tml
cos i going to makan with my jie jie =D

yesterday went to k box to sing n eat.
and over to qf house to play manjong the whole nite till this morning 8 +



when i see a prey
i often laugh at them
when they struggle helplessly
when all their decision lies on me.
and when karma return
i am left helplessly struggling

awww, having headache now =(
kinda of very not nice feeling
sigh
hope it will be better after a night of sleep!

cant fall aslp
tried to slp at 8 plus just now
but cant.
sigh
guess cos i was thinking about you?
you still outside now bahs?
i couldnt let go
yeahs
i know it silly
just let me be likethis will ya

o well.
to someone out there.
i guess a hongster will alway be a hongster
but if u choose to believe in him
then i had to say
goodluck n byebye

hahahhaaa
it sometime funny to laugh at people silly-ness. their so tian zhen thinking
i just happen to go one blog.
ooooo. how funny it was.
he soooooooooooo gooood. and the shit stuff he do
LOL.
but u never know when people laugh at ur own silly-ness
so i shall not be so bad to laugh at her.

o well.
just reach home around half and hour ago.
and i bathe alr=D
yesterday happned quite a number of unhappiness stuff
but
kan ni nah la. chao chee bye!
zz
i shall not blog about it.
but i learn a lesson
sometime when u take a step back.
people will come in to eat you.

reached home at eight plus just now.
accompany zx down to panisula to see wad kinda of tattoo he wanna. he putting it at nite. yea shld be ready by now.
nah. i dun nid a tattoo. i had u tattoo-ed in my heart
was feeling kinda of upset just now at home.
dunno why
din manage to keep myself occupied
and thoughts start to anyhow fly again.
been trying to keep myself occupied for the past one week and two days.
watched so many many movies online.
working till late at nite that i will fall aslp once i reach home n bathe finish.
but i still couldnt find the key to my heart
i still unable to let u leave my heart
we had not been talking.
but
i do still love u
and i really wanna/love to talk to u
i really do
hais=(