.....my own wishfull thinking? perhaps bahs.....

woahoo.ytd de CO chairman, vice chairman and the wellfare head went shopping at orchard n IKEA.It was raining heavily but lucky for us.Our ex-vicechairman name was ting yu.so the rain stop veri soon when we reach there after shopping at wisma.woahoo.i decided on my new year clothes.One long sleves shirt n one polo teen plus one levis jean n one black long pants.

waha. n i wan one new watch n one new shoe.I GONNA HUNT FOR NIKE DELTA FORCE FROM TODAY ONWARD.ROAR

4Dfcuker enjoyed himself=)

why things r lidat? u kno how cold my heart felt whenever u said abt such stuff.hais.forget it

if u kno tt i love you.show tt you love mi too ok XD

hais..i really dunno wad to do le ma.really dunno

LOL.ytd went to work at habour front there..not bad not bad.ppl there quite friendly.woahoo.nvm.dun care much.i juz needed e money.tt's all.it was boring tiring and stupid.watching young kid playing e boxing game juz made mi feel lyk luffing at them but i shld luff at myself when i demo T_T

lalalas.for how mani days has passed..how mani months has gone.the star tt once belongs to us dun shine anymore but pls dun forget this star once shone.the brightness that yet no one can beat for our story will continue one day.

G_G FTW

i dunno wad i had done wrong.but dun leave mi here alone can?

i wanan get away from this home seriously

coz if gt promise den wil hav empty promise... if dun promise anythin den wun hav empty promise le

wo ke yi hui dao guo qu ma?..i had a dream last night..it seem so real..i woke up wanting to cry..wo zhen de bu zhi dao ying gai wang na li qu



WAD HAPPENED WAS NOT JUZ THE PROMISES

ahhh..so mani things happens nowadays!!!.so mani things on my mind..but not going to say it today..today i juz wanna say ..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING=)

darling~..sorries sorries..i dun mean to dun keep my words dehs.sorry..bu yao sheng wo de qi le hao ma?

ahhh..a math was a killer too!..shyt..so hard !!.ahh.. n i hurt my shoulder again !..so pain !..ahhh!

oh hell yeah..exams was tough..chemistry was a killer..history was hard..i expect to fail tml SS..other then this 3..i expect to pass the others..other than eng..at least a B3..tml a math too..guess will be hard too..wun wanna fail this tym round..roars..gotta buck up!!..hell..monday physic..heard tt it will be hard..dead..nvm..it will soon be over for another 6 days..gotta live past these few days..for the remaining papers..my aims are..PHYSIC A2.. E MATH A1..A math..hope can get a distinction too..GOOD LUCK TO MI

i really dun fucking understand a single thing..i juz wanna go n take a damn bloodly picture n it seem to hard for u huh..i really dunno..dun understand cos..today..this date..wun happen twice..n u juz let it go wasted..haish='(

lalalas...ytd had a terrible headache..tt's why today nvr go sch..-___-..exam coming lerhs..die le..suddenly lyk no confident in all my subjects =S..zZzZ..hey u bitch..fuck off

haish..i dunno whr things go wrong?..sorry hao ma?..u dun ignore le hao ma?..ke yi ma?..stay be my side hao ma?..woaini

u threw it away as though it mean nths to u..u say those words as if it wun hurt mi..why muz u leave when i m still here with u?..why?

haish i m sorry i m sorry..i kno it's not fair to anybody..it's all my fault..let mi take all the damage bahs..let mi be the one tt is hurt bahs..i dun wanna hurt you or euu or yew le..dun wanna..haish..i nvr expect things will come to this end..why muz euu sound so cold today..really veri cold..it really freeze mi..why?..haish..end e story bahs..it wun do u good as much as it will do mi..i dunno..i really dunno...june14th to sept 19..it ended

you..tt night u sent mi e sms..really thanks u alot to be by my side all along bahs..you r so nice to accept my wrongdoing..i m sorries. cos it really seem unfair to u..really..woaini

aaaahhhhhhhhh...okok larhs..just now walking home..think too much again..=(...i kno i shldn't be thinking abt all these.but i juz cant control myself bahs..i can heard so mani bad comment abt mi by my close frenz..tt i couldn't believe i m good enough for any of u..seriously..i m sorry..to you bahs..i m sorry..i not the shore u shld belong to..follow the tide in the sea n go to another shore tt rightfully belong to u bahs k?..i m sorry to hurt you..hais..to euu..i really dunno wad to say bahs..wo gu fu le ni..i m sorries..i cant bear to hurt u anymore..but i kno u will be hurt if u kno wad had happen..tt's y i felt terrible..i dunno bahs..but i can feel bahs..u oso dun wanna talk to mi le bahs..i dunno is a good ideal or not cos i wanna kno ur troubles and wanna help u..really..but maybe we shld juz leave each other n pretend nths had happen bahs..really nvr wanna the story to end it this way..but the story cant wait for mi le..it got to continue without mi..promise mi tt u will be strong..u was NEVER a mistake in my life..but I WAS THE MISTAKE IN UR LIFE.. I M SORRIES

wahaha..ytd bball was fun..althought we lost by one ball -_____-..xiao bai n xiao wang is too zai =.=...ahhh..so bu gan yuan =X..hahaas...wees..den afternoon got CO..so bored bored =X..do sum admit stuff n at dere play those "chop chop" thingy=x..hahahas..yeah..after co..went to find you =)..thanks for pei-ing orhs

aahhhh...haish..wo zhen de hao lei le..hao lei=(..one thing lead to another..the world doesn's stop huh..cant we take a break from everything?..ytd talked abt frenzship n relationship..i dunno i got wad zi ge to talk abt it..cant even settle my own stuff n i dare to say ppl..zzz. -.-..frenzship..sumtym it's dere..sumtym it's not..i really dunno if it's all dere all along..dun wanna think abt it..some ppl are just scary..dun wanna talk abt it..but really..if u ask mi..i wun kno wad to do if i really found out tt u are sumwhere crazy up dere in the head T.T...aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh..freaks..i decided not to care abt anything anymore

born to love you..live to takkaire of you..die to leave you

born to love you..live to takkaire of you..die to leave you

aaahhhhhhhhhhhh~...wad a day was ytd !!..sumthing bad n sumtihng good happened~..since the bad thing happen first..i will talk abt it first..it's lyk wtf ?..i was lyk wasting my tym ytd at my secondary school..i haf no feeling for this school n of cos no mood to celebrate there..we went to the hall n haf our concert dere..which was rather sucky..this particular teacher came shouting at mi..den i just obey her instruction n move infront..den after tt going back to the classroom..all class had a party except mine..so u can expect how "lovely" it is..when i wanting to go home..tt teacher came shouting at me..n when i get back to my classroom..i saw her pour all my stuff on my table onto the floor infront of everybody..i had carried SO MANY books back home the day before..YOU WAS THE ONE THAT SAY WAD EVER THING THAT IS LEFT BEHIND WILL BE A TEACHER DAY PRESENT TO YOU..so wad's e big deal abt it?.u are a big shot?..u expect mi to say sorry to u after u humilate mi infront of everybody?..if u wanna guai lan ppl..den be prepared to get guai lan bahs..I DIN DISAPPOINT U COS U NVR HAD HOPES IN ME..YOU TARGET MI EVEN WHEN I HAD DONE NO WRONG SO DUN COME CRAP WIF MI....ahhhhhh...fcuking pek chek wif it..thanks goodness when i go home change n gone to my primary school, TAMPINES NORTH PRIMAY SCHOOL..i am proud of it xD..wees..so fun..the feeling is so nice..hahas..talking to all of them..i miss them so much.,.how i wish to be together wif them again =(..hahas..nvm laa..SHI HUI got boyfriend SIA..lols..she tio suan by mi untill i think she shld cry..i get scolded by wei si -.-..anyway..went back to our old classroom..now is 5.9..no no..since ytd..it had been change back to 6.2 xD..everything got 5.9 de thing..we change to 6.2..WAHAHAHA..so fun laa..MY TEACHER SAY I GROW FAT..=(..hahas..nvm..in the end we decided to go TM..but tt shi hui wanna to walk wif her boyfriend onli..SUA LOR..LOL..kks laa..at tm so funny~..leaf HP ROFL...n i keep force wei si to wear dress xD

xing fu-reading this post really make mi feel..veri happy?..i am so happy tt ur star is shining le..how i wish i can continue to let it shines..i promise i will try my veri best...i promise u.i promise..looking at those sms i sent u..i rmb the msg u sent mi..all these seem to happen just lyk ytd..haish

cinderella story-i m sorries..really sorries..other than this word..i dunno wad to say le..really sorries..i really nvr lied to u..really nvr..u shld have let mi kno..i would have clear ur doubts..i m sorries to brought u tears..i nvr wanted to shatter ur heart..it mean a lot to mi..this round..i m still with u..dun worry..it's real..it's all real..u r not dreaming..i m real

Thankyz-all decision has a good side n bad side bahs..dun worry bahs..haf more self confidence in urself..it's nice of u alway thinking of others..i dun wanna u to be worried k?..hahas!..welcome wor=)..good tt u lyk it !

take care-if i nvr rmb wrongly de hua..that week i get into awful quarrel wif lots of ppl..but now shld be ok le bahs..wo hen hao=)..good tt u finish ur stuff le wor..muz be tired out bahs..i not being silly wor..i was really worried !..hmmms..i oso wanna play basketball soon=(..anyway..it's becos i tt week not in a veri good mood after getting in so much trouble..dun wanna u to kno tt i m being so stupid..dun think too much ya?

the chinese words tt i yet to find out wad it is-wo bu ming bai..i dun wanna u to xi sheng urself..really..dun leave quietly..one person in the world had leave mi quietly le..i dun wanna history to happen itself again..the feeling of suddenly found out tt u r not here anymore..will only make mi feel more lost..really..i dunno abt the future..i dun dare to think of it..nths in the world is fair..i dun really care..our heart is beating as one..i promise

how-dun scare le hao ma?..i m dere..dun worry..i m hiding inside ur heart

14 june-sorries..really sorries..i blogged without thinking..sorries..i really wanan keep to wad i said..but sorries..really sorries..at tt point of tym..i really dunno wad u think..sorries..i was really afraid..u told mi u had a lot of stuff to handle..i dun wanna add on to ur burden..i din kno i melt the ice till u tell mi..i really dunno...our love will live forever..i dunno abt the future...will the answer still be the same?..it din end here..really..mauckies

happy birthday-perhap the best birthday present u can ever think of?..hahas..the movie was great=)...good that u enjoy urself worhs..row e..seat 10..suddenly feel tt ur memory is better than mine?..hahas=)

haiz-sorries..i dun dare to say much abt him..because maybe i m bias against him..i afraid tt i will affect ur decision..i can feel tt u really lyk him veri much..hais..why would u wanna hurt urself so tt others wun be hurt..i dun wanna..i dun wanna..hais..anyway...abt my view of her..i kno she had hurted u..i doubt she is intentionally de..she did things without thinking of the ending result..tt result in hurting u..u dun lykdat le hao ma?..i told u before le..bottle up everything will make u feel veri xin ku dehs..but u choose to do tt..why??..ask urself..if i find u when i got trouble..will u be dere for mi?..if u are..den u being fair for mi..dun worry..dun say sorries..tt tym u told mi tt my sorries hurts..i really dunno wad to say le

smile-if u are piggy..den i dunno wad i am le wor..hahas..tests finally over le bahs..not so stress le bahs..good good..everything is ok le..SHE will be alright bahs..i dunno wad really happen bahs..tuesday really happen a lot..saw u crying..i really dunno wad to do..u choose not to face mi..why?..u tell mi go look for her..but how can i fan xin ?..i dun wanna u to think lykdat le..stop blaming urself ok?..no one is going to blame u..i said so~..hmmms..come back meet us hao ma?

confused-sorries..u r right..i dun wanna u to be worried..but at the same tym..i dunno how to tell u..becos sumtym ur reply is lyk u r busy..i dunno..i dun wanna disturb u..i dunno wad u will feel if u kno wad had happen..i really veri lost..if u heart belong to him..i dun wanna come in between..gal..it's not worth it de..sorries..thought i kno tt u will not be happy wif him..but if i wrong..i really dunno le..i rmb..i really rmb..i promise u i will share..i really nvr forget wad had happen

gal..our story unfolded on the 14th..will it continue ma?..so mani things happen..i oso really veri confused le

haish..i really dunno..DUNNO..wad can i say?..wad can i do ?..things are changing..i m changing..i no longer the person i m before..wat's wrong ?..i dunno..my life is wrecked..wanna go n rest..n dere are stuff happening..cant even rest in peace..i dun wanna continue all this le..really..dun come fucking tell mi wad to..even though i dunno wad to do too..dun show mi the direction..wad's e point..i dunno who to trust..everybody is wearing different kinda of mask..everybody are talking behind their back abt different things..there are no trust ard..the bond had been break..i m really tired..really veri tired..go sch..see ppl crying..go out..see ppl quarrelling..go home..rows n quarrel..wad can i do?..nths?..so wad e fk now?..dun tell mi to cheer up..dun tell mi to wad n wad..dun..juz shudup..i really dunno wad to say le..if the law of nature say tt i muz xi sheng sumtihng to gain sumthng.i had xi sheng how much things...but wad happened?..i really veri scared..

sniff sniff..been sicks for so mani days le..things all not going smoothly =(..next week gonna be test test again..but my head cant seem to work in the correct way..haish=(..wanna cry le larhs..roars..grr..anyway..now i m trying to play the SYF song on my erhu wor..cant believe it right -_____-..anyway..i will try my best le..for the sec 1s..good luck bahs..cos if i wanna learn mean not i teach uii all le..which mean u all cant slack le laa..oso good la..tym for u all to jia you le =X

anyway..to ice=).:.u dun do ur work till so late le bahs..will lei huai ur body de wor..muz learn to takkaire of urself de ah =)

it's been a long long days..n i feel tt i need a break bahs..from everythings..let's start from my study bahs..all my result totally sucks..seem tt i really need to put in the extra effort le..cannot so piiggy le..physic 25..math 24..chem 19.5..all upon 40..not a single distinction and one failure..i dunno wad i been doing.=(..i feel so tired n lost..i wanna be gone n lost..i wanna kno how ppl think..i hate the feeling of being alone..my health is not tt good too..cant run basically nowadays..muz be due to e lack of exercise bahs..compare to last tym playing soccer n doing others sport stuff EVERYDAY..now only lyk exercise 2 tym a month..

seem tt u are really affected by the people around u bahs..i m speechless

my juniors rocks=)

wahahas..these few days celebrating my birthday..it juz a few hrs later..going to be older le !..thursday went junction 8 with gladys..so fun=))..friday make ic n eat steamboat at marina bay wif kee yong ken qf n bert..today go out wif sec 1s n play bowling etc..set a new record of 155 ~!..wees..adoresHERMIONE rawks..hope tml will be good day =(

I believe if i really melted e ice..we will be together one day de =)

i never knew you will be reading my blog..came quite a shock to mi bahs..if u are still reading this..i really never regret..let 14th of june this date keep in our heart hao ma?..it will be enough for mi bahs

u guys/gals really rox my world..to be frank..was really upset this few days..and ytd doing sum stupid stuff..budden today morning.. a broad smile came into my face=)..although u guys/gals sumtym are REALLY so NOT responsive..so NOISY..so bu he zuo..making mi wanting to pull my hair out when talking to you all..with ppl throwing Tantrums..giving mi faces to look..throwing things around..behaving lyk a small kid?..but..u all are still so so good and cute at times=)..i dunno wad compliment i shld give u all..cos i not good at words =( ..but keep it up ya?

To my erhu juniors: Have a fun tym ahead in ur life in PRSS CO

i realliie dunno wtf shld i do

once again..i lost..this tym..to nobody..i failed..i could blame no one..the mighty one has fallen..although i had promise to deliver..but i now think again..i think need a few more tym to let myself be strong again..but i promise to deliver..but from wad happen today..i think NEED to work veri hard le bahs

ai ni zhen de hen xin ku..hais..i reallie dunno wad to do

lalalala~..now both my legs are bandage..how nice is tt..SERIOUSLY INJURED =(..roars..okays laa..wees..sat my bro frenz coming..NEED TO FIND PPL PEI MI GO OUT..hurry up..first come first serve..=)

wahs..pek cheks...zzz..as the saying the people haf a limit that they wanna suffer to obtain great result with the government..this apply same to STUDENT right !..zz..when teachers are in the wrong why cant student comment on it?..dun be stupid abt they are more senior or wadever cock n bull story..if u are saying tt the teacher oso also human n they will get affected by it..wad about STUDENT..they dun feel feeling too?..they wun get hurt when get scolded OR humilated by teachers?..student right is not dere..teachers are here to learn too..although they teach..it does not mean u all teachers kno EVERYTHING right..STOP trying to make my life difficult..zz..mi too haf a limit too..if u wan come go scold ur student n guai lan him n try to test his limit..i think u shld be prepare tt e student start guai lan u back too..STOP MAKING MI SO TT EVERYBODY WILL LISTEN TO U..sum things cannot be forgetten..zz..i m not a chess puzzle letting u take control of mi n do wad u think is right..i live a life of my own..n dun fucking think u can control mi..i kno u could just sent mi down to see the P or VP n juz give mi a damm bloodly conduct n my life will be ruin..but if my life is ruin ur life wun be tt fucking good anymore..if u ruin mine..i will ruin urs..n believe mi..u teachers ought to wake up n grow up

ROARS

P.S:ms anna ho,pls ignore the vulgar parts..hmms juniors too =.=

hey peeps, if u cant stand mi den juz please fuck off la hors..cb.. wan xia lan i xia lan wif u..no use come kao peh wif mi..nabey bths..to think tt i wanted to appologise in the morning..hong kan..say people think abt urself first laa..u think u fucking good ah?..go fuck urself at the corner of the wall la pubor..to think tt u haf such greats frenz ard u pei-ing u all the tym..but look at urself..so arrogant..think wad..big fuck?..look at the way u talk..dun act laa _l_

NB..nvr tot i would lost a frenz lyk this..so many fucking things happen..zzz..okays..kereen..cool down ya?..dun lyk so angry le laa.sorries k?.dun wanna see u upset =(..tihnk will be alright de ! =)

okays..ytd was GREAT..T.T..lols..but i think i was pathetic..lols..had fun so nvm laa..yeahs..sec one erhu outing..wees..went east coast park..before tt..we settle our lunch at pizza hut =)..yummy..yeahs..den it was a long journey to east coast park..i helped my junior to carry her sch bag..i so kind right !..wahaha..finally reach the bicycle stall veri cheap but veri lousy oso..cycle here n dere..n oh mans..one of my juniors injured herself !.lucky is juz sum scratches..brought her to wash her wound..yay..n i start fixing all the bicycle..eew..make my hand so dirty..roars..n went back to change one bicycle..n the rest of them haf fun on the beach( i m so ke lian )..lols..so it's tym to return all the bicycle..we went play bowling later..one of my junior was so happy that she get ZERO =)..hahahhahas...i get 101-.-..okays laa..so fun..wees...den we play the soccer thingy..highest score onli 6-1..roars..no 7-0..N I M SO ANGRY TT SO MANI JUNIORS SUPPORTED TT SMELLY LOUSY ITALY..ROARS..okays laa..we went to have our dinner..n it was tym to go home..yay

roars..was tired out this morning by ytd activities..zz.wake up wif a cramp on my leg..zzz.so pain..went to play bball..was lyk shyt..everybody was saying mi..ARGH..my shoulder was lyk so pain..n toad look lyk a female pig..bth..lols..yeahs..i collected money from everybody..and afternoon i go buy BBALL..wees...hahahs..went back home bathe eat lunch..n went to meet gladys n jun en...wees..hahahas..so fun..i saw a newbie shirt..so CUTE n CHEAP..bloodly hell..DUN HAF MY SIZE LEIS..i so pek chek...you keep pull mi away from tt shop..roars..bite u...wees..okays laa..I SAW TT FUCKING SHOE AGAIN..N I FALL IN LOVE WITH IT AGAIN..N U KNO WAD..I SAW A GUY WEARING IT IN THE MRT..FEEL LYK CUTTING OFF HIS LEG..ROARS..bth !

it's a weird day..wanted to potang sch de..but the damm bloodly kenneth ownself potang nvr tell mi..end up i so late go sch..zz..ok ok laa..i m guai..tt's y i dun potang..i m veri good..wees..okay laa...actually after sch...moodswing again..was in an awful mood..but after some chit chatting..feel so much better~!..wees..anyway..my shoulder hurt so much today..dunno wth happens!..roars..how it will get well sooon leis =(

AHHH..dunno if u mean wad u had said..things dun change..zzz..okays..nvm..my birthday is coming in less den one mth tym..wahahhaa..i think my top listed wanted pressie onli can be given by selected ppl..lols.wun say wad it is..wees..

yeahs

wees..today went out to uncle hse to pray pray den go compass point dere walk walk..eew nths nice one =(..den end up going bugis..lalala..my cousin de 2 daughters nvr go dere before..rofls..buaytahan..okay laa..i end up buying 3 thingy.YEAHS~..hahas..wees..1 shirt 1 3/4 pant 1 bag..total 90+..yeahs...wees..so fun..so shuang..wahahaha..oh ya..my stupid shoulder is SO SO SO PAIN NOW after playing basketball..WAD E HELL..muz ren a while more liaos..or the injury get worse..i will cry =(

hais

I M IN A DAMM BLOODLY PAIN NOW..roars..bth..today went to play soccer..first tym since i get injured..not bad ah my performance..lols..okays larhs..i shall try to be less vulgar..wees..promised..yeahs..n ms a ho say my blog so vulgar..wl..come my blog..nvr tag..still dare complain !..hahas..today..erhu was fun..my junior finallys response to mi..WOAHS><..so damm bloodly happy..they were luffing..omg..i was so thrill..woahs..

okays..well..in this post..will lyk to say sumthing to sumbody bahs..hope she will see this post?..and kno tt i m talking to person is her bahs..okays bahs..to tt sumbody :" Hey u there?..hope u are alright bahs?..really dunno wad i haf done to make u lyk so hate mi nowadays..i oso quite upset by it bahs..really..miss those days when we are in the lower sec..things look more cheerful den..ya..okay bahs..but for wadever i had done..i said sorry ya?..if there is anything u angry wif mi..come tell mi personally okays..for wadever i had done..i will hope u give mi a chance to explain myself bahs..and in case u dunno who i talking abt..kor here"

Okays..enough of sad things..let's talk abt today..WENT ECP AGAIN..so fun ~..with teri eunice amelia ah siao ken n qf..ken and qf moan again this morning when i call them..stupid piggs..hahas..yeahs..i n ken n qf..was late..expected..hahas..yeahs..we settle our lunch at mac..i only $9..dots..so later when we cycle..i choose the most cheap..$3..zz.den totally no $ le..yeahs..it was so fun cycling..I N TERI ALMOST DIED..but it was lyk so fun..but dun think she will cycle wif mi next tym le =X..will miss the fun..waha..anyway..later KEN N TERI CYCLE TOGETHER..damm funny..i took a foto of them..who wanna?..lols..okays larhs..den hor..we PS them..to let them haf tym to romance..yeahs..den amelia was dere..den i was lyk telling her to come wif us..den eunice say"aiya..she bu gan xin"..and i and QF..at dere ROFLMAO...bths..so funny..yeahs..den hor we went play bowling..it was retarded..first shop we gone..was close for renovation..den i go inside n shout.." i wan play bowling !!"..hahas..all of them bths..hahas..den the second shop we go..onli open at 4..we were there at 345pm..so end up..i at dere shouting for them to open..and telling them to call my hp..i bths..hahas..it was so lame n stupid..so in the end..is muz use another exit..bloodly hell..make mi shout so much..hahas..played 3 game of bowling there..i bths..top for 2..dun really play tt well nowadays..HAIS..nvm..ENJOYED MYSELF..THANKS GUYS n GALS =)

oh shyt !..i found a pimple on my forehead..F$%&..wl..so pain when touch it..wth..freaks..so sians larhs..rotting at home~~shyt..who wanna go out tml?!..woahs..freaks..i m dead boreds

haish~wonder wad i wan..somebody is avoiding mi..hate it..freaks

it's been a pathetic days n week for mi..hais..sadded bahs..din do much this whole week..din do anything much to convince her to make a decision ?..so still muz wait..no wonder larhs..not much communication take place...n got cb kia..keep kpkb xia lan mi..zzz...really bths liaos..roar..i m lyk stuck in a boat..whr there are two island..two different island wif different lifestyle tt i could search happiness for..but i dunno which to choose..both journey are really difficult..n i really afriad of failure..of getting another answer of no..my boat cant withstand another wave of negative event le..i really veri tired le

wees

wees..today went to watch GARFIeld 2 =)...quite nice bahs i will say..wees...hahas...waha..i brought the m1 hi card..free sms to m1 de..yeahs..can save hp bill..wees...hp bill last mth was a terror =(

shagged

shag~~...zZzZ..nths much to say bahs?..a lot of changes happen in the sch?...changing of teachers all these?...sians..today do shoulder training..doing in everyday..making my shoulder veri suans..but think will improve =)..hahas..oh mans..today father drive mi to sch..cant get use waking up so early..totally cant jiao wif ken they all..totally no mood..totally nvr talk to ice at all..roars..wad's the matter

feeling unhappy

haish..roar..today woke up finding my jie beside mi instead of my kor..got quite a shock =.=..dunno wad to say le larhs..hais..dunno wad i wanna...maybe i shld juz settle wif it..n be happy wif wad i haf..but wonder wad i haf?..nths?..hais..FORGET IT..cos nobody understand mi

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真的很想跟你说对不起...在你的生活带来这么多伤心与眼泪..目标是要让你快乐..只能说我很矢败吧..我也不在乎别人所说的话了..因为他们跟本不了解情况..真的很稀望他们不会在烦你了..对不起..昨晚没有回信..不是闲你烦..是真的太过乱了..我不可能会不理会你的..我对你的承诺一定会做到的..dun care wad ur mummy say..live ur life the way u wanna it to live..juz as long u are sure u are happy..tell mi wad's the life u wan..if u really dun wanna talk le..i also cant force u bahs..but i will keep my promise..got any probs still can find mi de

ROAR

WTF..i hate ppl tt spams..zzz..wths..ROAR..lmaos..anyway..today was a fktard day...anyway had laughter and fun bahs..lmaos..i bth tt damm bald hair guy infront of mi..was shaking all over..lols..waha..today went to safra--->KFC--->bedok--->CS--->tampines mart...a bit stupid larhs..bths...anyway..i feel lyk playing maple again..but no acc leis..so sadded=(

may the stars shine tonight

wahs...my birthday is coming in less den two month tym !!..today went to marina square!!..found out tt i wanna buy a lot a lot of stuff =)..but due to lack of paper resources in my wallet..i only buy one shirt=(..okay let mi list out the things i wan!!wees..from pure milk..THE PURPLE COLOUR T SHIRT=)actually i wanna buy all purple t shirt from pure milk..look so nice one=)..i lubs purple..wees..from newbie..wahas..the white colour polo tee !!..omg..and the jean!..bths..the jean so nice=)..okay okays..den astro boy..i wan tt polo tee oso=X..and and the 3/4 pant!!..i so lack of 3/4 pant nowaday..hahas..see..so little stuff nia..wonder still got wad..ooo...I NEED A NEW WALLET..shyt..now using the damm damm old one..*wail*..i need a school bag too..yeahs..so greedy..oh ya..NIKE DELTA FORCE SHOE(SNEAKER)..any gal wif average look,cuteness,cleverness buy for mi tt shoe will haf direct Admission to become not legal but name wife=)..so u all can think abt it ya...wees..i almost forget..my hp memory card is courrupted so if u all wan buy for mi a 512 de space,i wun mind =)

=X

heard tt tml winven will be against underfield once again..hais...JIA YOU ALRIGHT..guys u all can do it !..dun repeat the same mistake as we did last tym ya..we almost did it the last tym..tt tym although it was a draw..but it was the best feeling i had with u all..cos we played lyk a team =)..with jie wei in the defence,zx pushing up,brian running not feeling tired at all..roy as the playmaker and for qun to kp and confuse the enermy =X..couldn't really believe u all trashed ben they all..ya proved mi wrong =)..continue to jia you k!..roars =)win it for mi !..wanna play so badly..but i am badly injured=(

in a lost

haish...last nite totally cant slp..u told mi sum stuff..make mi tihnk abt all stuff..everything..wahs..so sians diaos lorhs...i was thinking abt ice..xt..ex-lao po..and even merlion=.=...dun wish to mention name so all call by nickname =.=...zzz..i was thinking why did i lyk them in the first place..but really tym with them are enjoyable..but without them are hell..so i oso dunno is good or bad..if i wanna stead..zz..long tym ago..juz asked any gal to stead can liao..if think i m tt kinda den FUCK SUA...zzz..if i nvr make up my mind..i wun even chiong ...I REALLY THINK I DAMM FUCKING SUAY...zzz..dunno is i think too much or wad shyt lorhs...wad lj leader...dun come talk cock wif mi tt i childish during sec 2 but become better in sec 3...zzz.wahs..i sibei bths liaos..not tt i dun wanna be..but all these words will affect the ppl around..coucil has no big fuck wif mi..so dun compare them with mi ty..zz..

hmmms

yeahs..haf new blogskin le..muz thanks jun n gla bahs..thanks euu worhs=)..waha..it suit mi..i m a devil..wahaha...anyway..cant believe i talk on the fone wif 2 sec 1 gals juz now bahs..hahas..a bit stupid larhs..one keep luff one keep lyk so sad =(..sorri ah..dun meant to spoilt ur mood de worhs...hope u will be alright bahs..anything happen can find mi bahs =)..i help u bash him up...lalalas..okays..let's talk abt ytd..WENT K BOX..hahas..was late..whoops..ok..i keep get "shuddup!!" by sum ppl...i not going to go k box anymore..zz..was heard tt i was not wanted..suas..zzz..okay nvm..nite tym was fun..when left the 5 boys..where we can kpkb oso no one will kp us..waha..the buffet make mi eat untill i so zhang..bths..lalalalas..nths to say liaos

CO CAMP

okay..let's talk abt the two day one night i had in the CO CAMP..i was the D-I-C..guess wad is tt ;)...hahas..okay..i started the first day by cutting bittergourd!!..so nice for mi to cut for my juniors..waha..it muz haf test really nice xp..okay la..we had all the ice breaker game..obstacle course in the morning..till the afternoon..den my juniors went to have their lunch..grp 5 reported lost faster den i expect...lols..okay..i dunno wad to talk abt the camp mans...dun wish to have another debrief in my blog u see..okay so nvm..co practise was the same..slacking..yeahs..den farewell...i cant believe my brother was treated lyk a king..WTH..okay la..pathetic..nvm..the farewell party..was so~so..different grps come up wif sumthing diff..which i think is quite good?..okay..i forget sumthing..i get into my temper wif my juniors after the cleaning up the CO room..becos..they basically dun get it of wad it mean by cleaning up...n after cleaning up the place shld be clean..becos..it was as dirty as before...ROAR...okay la..nvm..so we had nitewalk..waha...grp 5 n 3..maybe u haf the blame SOME sec 1s CELLO ppl that u all get so wet..hahas..anyway sorry for those that is shivering after the nightwalk..muz be veri xin ku...SO SORRY..okay la..at least u all get to bathe by 12+..i get to bathe by 3...I MORE CHAM RITE =(...hahas..the debrief by MS ANNA HO WAS "GREAT"...i was sleepy..n she is trying to test my limit of can i fall aslp during debrief =.=...okay la..nvm after i bathe..i was little bit waken up..climb out of the sch to buy mac..xp...for my juniors oso..i m too good?...okay..let's hope no teachers saw my blog...okay..second day..no voice..raining..but i was really glad...all my sec 1 juniors..they are SPEAKING UP..waha..finally...great improvement...get to kno sum of u during the camp...THANKS FOR THOSE TT THANKED MI xp..u guys are greats..keep it up...

chalet

waha...ytd went to a chalet..den come back juz abt 1 hrs ago..wahahas...it was quite alright bahs..happen quite a few stuff..okay nvm..juz talk abt the fun part..jobell they all need to go off so early..bluff mi tt they will stay over =.=..nvm..in the end went orchard at 2am wif sharyl they all...hahas..a bit fun..stupid and scary..scary cos of those stupid poster lahs..so scary de..wl..bths lors..no movie watch leis..so in the go K BOX..wahs...jun xuan really gd at singing larhs..so li hai..waha..i so tired..at dere slp for 1/2 hrs lykdat lor..too piggy le..hahas..tired marhs...wahas..n we found out one thing...XIU QI LYK NELSON'S SISTER...WAHA..he's so dead..lmaos...not bad la..not bad looking..lols..P6..lmaos..xiu qi muz jia you wor..LOL...okay la..anyway..we reach the chalet at 7am this morning..fking tired..hahas..so in the end i too tired..nvr go sch..waha..bo pian..too tired..go will be lyk nvr go..so make no diff xp...wahahas..so long dun haf chalet wif the 2e5/1e3 ppl le..although is 1e3 chalet n i m not one of it..=.=..n ppl keep say mi=.=..ROAR>.<

AHH

wahs..haish..it seem to put a full stop to everything although nothing started..hopes dashed..i dunno stupid things can get for mi..the one upstair seem to hate mi a lots..wths..make my life so xin ku larhs..SO FUCK UP LARHS

hais

hais..so stupid..my fone is spoilt..now..the screen cant see at all..but ppl call i can answer...wth lorhs..die larhs..i dun dare tell my parents lor..i intend to repair it..but will be veri ex leis....hais..maybe i go borrow money here borrow money dere bahs..haish!

hahas=)

hahas...so funny larhs today..okay..let mi see.today in school hor..i went ard collecting CO funds..nvr collect much larhs..den hor..got this gal..tell sj she not going to coucil camp..cos u kno why...SHE WAN GO CO CAMP...LOL...i cant believe that mans...hahas..okay..waha...report book..not bad la..55th in whole lvl 8th in class position..wahahas...lols..okay larhs..den after tt hor..went eating n tried to repair my fone n get my new spec...new spec was alright..fone could not be repair..too ex..hahas..den after that..so many funny things happen when walking ard..hahas..so funny..got the cute dog..dripping clothes n bed that going to drop off..hahas...so happy yeahs...wees..seeing u laugh really make mi feel veri happy..really

i dunno

i dunno..seriously i dunno..the things i dunno is far too much..i dunno why i cried..i dunno wad i done wrong..my family..my frenz..my loved ones...i dunno wad they do..or why they do tt...seriously i dunno..nobody bother to tell mi..i juz wanna shut myself off..it also tt difficult..not lyk i wanna go pick a quarrel wif everybody..everysmall n tiny thing i do or say..ppl oso not happy..lyk wtf la..so wad if i kno i m wrong..i cant do anything to make up...so wad if i kno i m right..i cant prove it

ah kiat

ah kiat is so dead

wahs wahs

wahs wahs..quite a lot of days din blog..i shall blog now..wakakas...hmms..let's see...friday..went k box wif teri they all..it was kinda of funny..n when i n ken go toilet..we found out tt two cabin no door no wall..den we keep laugh..cos we say..the two ppl can look at each other n shyt together..lols..veri stupid larhs..hahas..but i gotta early go..n miss out the fun..hahas...n fk it lor..dunno who say tabbits dun need money..den we keep refill..den need money..wth lorhs...hahas..kks larhs..den sat go queentown dere wif ken..look for shoes..den tt idiot wan from dere take bus to marina square..so long reach thiong bahru(* dunno how to spell)..den we du lan come down take MRT..den go marina square see see walk walk..so sians lahs..hahas..den we wanted to eat buffet de..cb lor..the oyster so fking nice..budden no $ la..so ex...june den go eat..i dun care..lols...DEn this morning..go play bball..sort of fun bahs...hahas...sians la...bball is fun..but it hurts my leg=(

ARGH

i once have the believe in u..den i dun believe anymore..i start to hope for the better..now tt u had already dashed all the hopes..wad more do u wan?!?!?!?...zzz..these few days thinking abt others STUFF already gou fan le..oso lazy go care...asshole sia..i keep close my eye..n see mi parting wif "My frenz"..assclown..stupid..n i keep wanna slp..stupid..n the more i slp the more tired i m..getting more piiggy lerhs..anyway..i going to advertise xiu rong blog..anybody moody can go read..confirm laugh..although i dunno her link..u all can try linking to one of insanity ppl...N i bloodly hell miss 2e5..the noise n the fun..organise a chalet again leis.=(

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I REALLY DUNNO WAD TO DO LE LA..NEITHER DO I KNO WAD I M DOING

hahas

hahas..wees...now at com lab lor..can use com..wakakas...anyway...juz now chem test lor..WTH..think wun do veri well sia..how arh..after the test i so pek chek lor..at dere shouting..den saw xt..den think heard she call mi to shudup T.T...okok larhs..now physic lors..yawns..today so tired..ytd wanted to study BUDDEN..sit on the bed den fall aslp le..hahas..n today morning heard from sj tt ytd she 9 oso fall aslp le..she said cos she stomach paiin den go rest den fall aslp ..so ke lian =((..hahas...muz takkaire larhs..

hmmms

hmmms...these few days..a bit sadded larhs..knowing sumthing going to happen yet cant do anything to stop it..really feel helpless..my world is painted by different colours by different ppl..but u painted my world wif a striking colour..making mi knowing that u are there for mi..belive mi that the colour will nvr fade..knew u for one years plus le..but onli now den really kno u better..den kno tt u r the person u seem to be..maybe bahs..lao tian wanna play mi bahs..

wow

hahas..really touch by teri tag =)..hahas..thx wor..yeah...today morning go play bball..a bit pek chek larhs..cos got ppl keep kp mi..zzz..dun care larhs..anyway..ytd i went to watch DHS concert..damm NICE LOR..hahas..anyway..these few days a bit weird weird dehs..dunno why bahs

wad e hack

WL I DUNNO WAD I M DOING LARH...n the bloodly co thingy..sua larhs..i give it a pass larhs..wan make untill everybody not happy oso no use larhs..i failure den fk it off lorhs..sua larhs..other 6 so kiang den let them do it lorhs..n tt pubor gal can fk off larhs..i can make ur fking life cham u dun come kpkb wif mi larhs cb...okok..i dunno wth is wrong wif mi these few days..temper veri short larhs..dunno why larhs..lj speech day big fuck call other ppl move larhs..dun move i oso song..zzz..I DUNNO WAD I M DOING..* i dun wanna be a bastard*

hmms

i enjoys watching the beautiful scenery of the beach..i enjoys seeing playing basketball..or soccer..i enjoy sitting down n have a drink n have chit chat sesson..i really enjoy all these things..it brighten up my life..as i was walking back home today..i was thinking..i really was thinking..so mani things had happens..really too mani things le..but i......juz have to accept it??..sort of no choice bahs..i felt so helpless..i wanted to dun care abt anything at all..i wanna lead a simple life..that's all..why iszit so difficult..i wanna find someone that i can talk to..i wanna find someone to pei wo..i m juz really sorries to some people..i haf let some ppl down bahs..maybe i had upset mani ppl le bahs..but nobody kno how hurt i was?...i wanna just start a new..but nobody is giving mi a chance..cos the impression is intact on their mind..i dun wan my life..i wanna change one..wadever it is..i juz wanna say sorries..

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lj..u kno my temper hor..cb..do things dun too guo fen..

kns

knn..tio kan cos of the stupid sex education form..lj..the most dun go for tt lj lesson larhs..oso not i wanna go fuck likedat..wth..zz..spoilt mood..now wan slp oso dun feel lyk sleeping lerhs..hong kan..knn..these few days lyk so broke larhs..wth..still wanna buy sneaker...wtf..bths..these few days kinda lost larhs..zz..dunno how to say..now fking pek chek..fking sex education...zzz...SPOILT MOOD LARHS

hais

hais..tried to be cheerful le..today play scrabble..win 2 lose 1...consider not bad le bahs..after winning the first match..i juz take out my hp..n wanna sms her..cos i was quite happi to win..budden..rmb we nvr tok much liaos..den sad liao..second match lose..hais..nvm bahs..den after tt go tecc dere help out lor..cannot take it..i really lyk wanna go tok to her n say sorri lor..but everytym she oso got ppl pei de..cannot tok one on one dehs..but oso gd la..doubt she wanna tok to mi oso..oso gd..i can dun tok..but i will still think..zzz..learning to let go ~~

hmms..dunno happy or sad

hmms...anyway juz now hor..muz be too shag liao la..pull robert walk from bedok to my hse..hahs..walk untill leg so sour..bth larhs..thx la brothers..hahas..wakakas...anyway..actually today veri sad...ytd kno abt her stuff..but at dere gong gong dunno wad happen..but since she dun wanna mi kno den forget it lorhs..den argued wif her..sumtym..really..gd to her..is lyk wasting my 10 yrs of my life..wtf...nvm bahs..actually i dun mind wasting my life for her seriously..she's the one i really love..but sumtym i think..if i was her..n i dun lyk this guy...n he keep sms mi..i will be lyk so fan larhs..so i oso really confused la..i said i will give up..but by doing tt..i think will lost half of my life..my jie tt tym see mi lyk crying...she scolded mi n tell mi nicely...tt i shld not be afraid to stand up again..she say tt gladys was juz a car passing by my life..but..let mi tell u this..she was the car tt knock mi dead..really bahs..hais..but it's alright..all my frenz hiang di..all tell mi to give it up..maybe i shld bahs..i always try to change for u..but i nvr kno wad u wan..u nvr tell mi wad's bothering u..when i try telling u my prob.i nvr get any concern from u..but i dun mind at all..wo zhen de onli wanna be dere for u..when u need my help..but i decided to change..seeing my frenze seeing mi sad..i look from theirs eyes n their expression..they r worrying abt mi..they wanna mi to cheer up..u r my whole world..it was so dark n cold..untill my frenz my sun came...dey make mi feel better..they wana bring mi to another new world..but the one i really love is u..maybe tym will pass n heal mi..but so much tym have passed..i have wasted so mani tears..u r the one..u can brighten up my life..but u choose to darken it..hais..it's alright..i m leaving..but i m bringing parts of u wif mi..i choose to juz keep the nice n beautiful memory

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hais..i oso dunno le larhs..today go orchard wif frenz..at dere luff luff oso not really happi..dey say saw mi lyk really upset likedat..asked mi wad happen..actually oso nths happen lorhs..juz really sad bahs..sad cos of nths..veri stupid rights..i dunno larhs..if wanna continue likedat..frenz oso cannot continue to be lor...i dunno larhs..hais..48hrs passed since i last sms or tok to her le..veri xin ku ehs

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....juz take it tt i cant stand this kinda of life anymore bahs...

cried

haish..i really dunno wad to do le..wad shld i be..i really dunno la..why dun u teach mi?..tell mi wad to do?..i m seriously upset..i really dunno..the way u do things..the way u treat mi..juz wad la..i really dunno...teach mi..cos i really wanna kno..ni zhi dao wo you duo mo ai ni ma..

URGH

wah..today a math test was lyk so difficult la..stupid..these few days keep on test..make mi lyk so stress up lor..hais..den make mi so attitude..hope SHE is reading this..sorry wor kks ?=)...anyway..today i took taxi home wif MR DESMOND NG><..lols..anyway..we chatted..n he ask mi if i ever consider kereen=)..lols..i love HER so much..whr will think of others gurls =.=..ok larhs..I M STRESS UP =(

wah

wah..today though can sent her home..in the end..her mummy come n fetch her =(..hais~!!@.. nvm laa..hahas...i wanna pei her !!!

i bth

wah..seriously.. i bth..life sux..zzz..bth seriously..my love life is lyk wad e hell la..i love the gurl..the gurl dun lyk mi..the gurl wanna be frenz wif mi..but really..i m human..i have feeling..i kno how to jealous envy n hate..I M REALLY ENVY WHOEVER OUT DERE TT IS SO SHUANG LA...or shld i say jealous..i dunno..wanna cry le la..n my studies..really bth lors..chem fail by one mark..chinese fail two tym..second tym oso fail by one marks..T.T..wth lorhs..how i wish sumone out dere is willing to share my prob n happiness..i really wanna be loved by u..i kno it's impossible..hais..slap mi to reality

ah kiat say fk it off

THIS IS REALLY FKING PUBOR CB...na bey..i nvr feel so fed up in my whole life...this is lyk wtf la..I JUZ WANNA SHOUT IT ALL OUT CAN...fk it..N I DUNNO WHY I FEEL SO FK ABT IT...if ppl r in my shoe...n they see wad fking hell happen..i wonder they will be as fk up anot..maybe i m sensitive..but tt's a limit of mi.dun push it over..dun fking hell regret it

die liao la

die liao la!!...sumtym..i really dunno wad i m doing sia..i really dunno if i m correct or wrong..iszit i think too much or i think the wrong thing...urgh...wad shld i do!

i really dunno le

ytd happen wad a thing..i really veri sad le..i kno wad u wan..if u r reading this..i really onli wanted u to be happy..i nvr meant anything else..i really at a lost of words n i really dunno wad i going to do next..a day had passed...u din talk to mi much...i din talk to u much...is this how life going to be after wad had happen?..but guess tt u nvr going to understand wad u mean to mi n wad u stand in my heart..no one kno...how upset i had been...how life going to be..

whoops

lols..ytd came back from sec3 camp..wakakas...reach at 3 hahas...cos go tok cock sing song play manjong wif kereen lynette jerline n robert...woahs...hahas...i reach home at 3..yeah i on the com...n wanna go bathe...budden..i sit on the bed den fall aslp...hahas...den my bro woke mi up...i tot it was 5 plus 6..cos he normally come back home at tt point of tym..hahas...den he tell mi wake up go eat dinner...I WAS SO ANGRY...cos i tot it was 5++..den i shout..H*** K** la..eat wad shyt dinner...den he tell mi 9+..den i shock..hahas..n i was not hungry..woah...yeah..den i eat my dinner n go bathe lor..hahas..den go msn..tok cock sing song wif eileen...hahas..till 1130 likedat..den i cmi liao...den i went to slp liao...O YA..I M NOT USED TO SLEEPING WIF MY PILLOW..DIE>.<...hahas..cos during the camp..slp on the platform..hahas...ok..let's tok abt the camp..first day..at sch hall..TT ADAM tok cock for so long =.=..hahas...anyway..learn quite a few thing la dun say dun haf..wee~..yeah..den go to the camp site..there go so mani plane flying past..hahas..den first day my grp do high element..i manage to go up n walk across..seriously..when i was up..i seriously was scare..hahas..anyway...got one grp was doing the flying fox la..den i saw her go up..den i was lyk" wtf?"..imagine she fflying down..she dun manage to fly down oso...anyway..sofy was stuck half way..n all of us was laughing..LOL..sians...den oso nth much laa...at nite din do much..den slp..it was lyk dead stupid..i lent felix my sleeping bed..den i no space..den tt qiao feng go find his 2e4 frend n slp together..n i went to bully xiu qi..say he dun lent mi slp i pinch him..hahas..den he bo pian..so i manage to slp on the sleeping bag..woah..nice..hahas..den mornign wake up..i was raining so heavily..hahas..den we cant do much..which make the camp stupid boring..hahas..anyway..i ask my frend abt johnny woosh..n how mani mad man jump o0ver the wall..hahas..n get scolded by my teacher..ZZZZ...NVM...hahas.den oso nvr do anything much liao for the whole afternoon..den at nite campfire..it was pretty crazy..running around dancing shouting..wee~..it was lyk so high..=)..SO FUN..at nite..i n ken kop davin sleeping bag..den he take back..but ken already slp lyk pig..but i woke up..i wait for davin to slp..den i take the sleeping bag again..hahas...den morning woke up..clean the camp site( i din clean much)..hahas..den get ready n go back sch=)..ANYWAY.i brough2 hp to the camp..n both end up no batt T.T

-.-

wah...ytd go out play too much..today i wake up..MY BACK WAS SO PAIN...*wail*..anyway..i m so tired ~!...ahhh..i m so broke..N i have been having the same dream since i talk to jun en tt day( i going to murder her soon)...i m so sian-ed.------>a math hw still not done =.=

a new year

TODAY FIRST DAY OF SCH N IT WAS HELL THE FKING CLASSROOM WAS SO FKING SMALL ...zzz..a shock ..seriously..the classroom...hahas..anyway...my form teacher was desmond ng n dorine chia...lyk wtf?..nvm larhs..they teach their business...i ownself study...wah sian..n i sit wif shannon..hahas..not bad..last yr i beat him flat in all subject..wakaks..anyway..this yr i wan prove myself worthy...zzz...anyway...sch going to haf a bball team liao...but i dun wanna join liao..so mani jiao kia..zz..n i m juz too lousy..so i can fk off yeah =)...