As much as i don't have the rights to say all these to you or as much as I am afraid that you might take it the wrong way thinking that i am trying to interfere your life, I still gonna say this.

SERIOUSLY? Lying to your mum and fly up to bkk ALONE to find your friends!? I totally have no idea why in the world you would do that for. Perhaps cos something happened and you just want a getaway, but you just went over to Batam few days ago although i nt very sure about this or who was u with...this is not even you. just what if something really happened girl.

Your Mum is not even the unreasonable type to a certain extend, and the type of things that she would deny you from doing it, like traveling with guys only or alone with a guy or flying up bkk ALONE...there is only one reason behind it, and it is to protect you !


Just maybe i am wrong.
I just feel that maybe there is special someone there in this group of UNI friends that why you did such a reckless thing.

I am only worried about your safety. REALLY.
and also that if your Mum gonna find out about this, you all gonna have such an hugeass quarrel and you sure gonna be upset and I don't want you to be upset...


Pretty sure you not gonna read this.
just need a place to rant i guess.
and you most likely will be angry at me if you read this instead
I am just bad at expressing myself to you i guess.