this is too much
i cant do this any longer.

I love you. yea i really do.
I know you don't feel the same way.
The best part is I can treat you still this good even thou i know its impossible between us.
I just wanna you to be happy.
that all i been saying.
but seriously.
you cant even care about a single thing that i feel?
I dun like club. but i stay on because of you
And you should know i not really those that will pang seh my friend.
and i did it for you.
I end up going V4 cos u said u had not enough drink.
Pretty bad luck that it closed early due to police raiding.
then there was pretty no where else to go.
u called down two other guys friends.
and say they will accompany u to go prawning.
SERIOUSLY. FIVE AM IN THE MORNING AFTER A NIGHT OF CLUBBING AND DRINKING. YOU WANNA FUCKING GO PRAWNING INSTEAD OF GOING HOME AND U HAD A LONG DAY THE NEXT DAY?


I doubt you will be able to understand how i feel when u left with those two.
and
I doubt you will see this.

I love you babe.
i really do