2010 is coming to an end people. so its time for resolution for 2011 !

first up on the list would be!!!!

1st) Find a part time job and save up enough to go oversea with friends after graduation.

2nd) Get my car license in FEB ( I almost rank this as first man )

3rd) Graduate from poly by march( the most is take sup paper and pass it )

4th) Continue trying hard to lead my life happily ( which i failed badly this year)

fifth. Put in more effort in training my body. Hate being fat and ugly ):<

6th) Get a planner ! to plan my life in 2011(: my life too messy ! )):

7th) Survive In NS when it start in the end of 2011 ! ):

8th) Get rich ( STRIKE TOTO FIRST PRIZE !! HUAT AH )

9th) Kiss TD good bye (:

10th) I wish,I hope and I pray.

been a long time since i rant here.

hahaha

guess its a good thing(:

gonna clear all my debts

save up the rest of the money

and enjoy myself in dec

see you guys then.

god bless me pass my driving test that is coming really soon

tyvm !

and happy birthday gladys chin. i love you (:

been having weekly visit to TD for near 6 weeks already?

I guess last night gonna sum up my TD life,didnt expect my last regular night at TD will turn out this way zzzz. wont be regular going back, might just go there for events like friend's birthday or something? need to get back my normal life back ! =/

and seven weeks till the end of SIP. FML

))))))))))))):

I think I have a sad life oneeee leh.

REALLY LEH. also cannot karma ! NEVER ENDING ONE LEH WTF I GOT DO SO MANY WRONG THING MEH?!

anyway GLADYS CHIN is such an asshole, a big one.

people worry about her, she reach singapore never even msg ! fuck right ! summore last night go out with tt idiot instead of me when i feeling so &*(@&*@^@# D:

NVM

not the main point that i came back to blogging today.

i am here to whine (:

I really don't remember hurting much girls in my life, alright perhaps a few?

and i swear i alway treat girls very good one leh !

not mentioning my three ex girlfriends.

i think i treat them better than i treat myself + my family + wadever shit there is in this world.

i mean even if there is karma. i will had finish my sentence LONG LONG TIME AGO.

then WHY THE FUCK AM I BEING TORTURE CONSTANTLY

alright, Mr God, if you are reading this, listen carefully, its not as if I aren't doing anything about this. I mean what the fuck you want me to do? Find another girl to fuck around and fuck around till the day i could forget about my previous girl?

fuck man.

its not as if I bastard her or wadsoever and now i am regretting it, FROM THE FIRST DAY I MET HER TILL NOW, i didnt regret loving her. I mean i alway keep it a point to tell myself, as long as she is happy, so be it. I dun have to be happy, just let her be happy, but you god, seem to be thinking differently, u think if she is happy, i will be happy, thus in order to make me fuck up, you go make her upset. WTF?! for some kinda of unknown reason, i feel/think that she is unhappy, and she come to me with sum unknown words/sentence that i make no head no tail with, and i fuck-ed myself since last midnight cos of that.

ok let's stop talking about relationship. Cos it can be my fault or her fault, and not your fucking fault you might argue right, my almighty God.

You just love screwing up my life, FOR NOTHING.

I wasn't suppose to be late that day with meeting up with pei yun.

i was just sitting down at a void deck, being early ten min, i sit down and rest a while.

AND WTF?

TWO CID OFFICER IN PLAIN SHIRT COME OVER AND SCREEN ME AND INTERROGATE ME?!

and i ended up late. well done (Y)

there is too mani bullshit thing that is happen that i am too lazy to talk about it.

I am not wanting to have an amazing life . just give me back the life i used to have. tyvm

its must had been more than half a year since i went back to thiong bahru to eat ramen !

those who had really know me should know that i love the ramen there!

but sadly to say.

the service there seem to change a lot lousier, waiter were all ah thiong, i guess that why when people wanna hire this kinda of shit ):

but but but

lucky the ramen still very niceeee leh :D

i was very amazed that i will be there eating the ramen there yesterday with her.

caught despicable me in 3D, a very funny and lame show indeed (:

went to coffeebean to chill.

its not as if i forgotten the detail when we were together, i did remember every lit bit of detail, but it just somehow feel different when i read from the small book, because it was from your point of view.

it felt that all these happened just yesterday.

i dunno if you had felt my urge.

Such strong urge .

To want you back by my side.

I wonder you knew how i was feeling

when i sent you back to your boyfriend.

IT WAS KILLING ME IN THE INSIDE, I NEED YOU SO BADLY

its been more than seven months.

every once in a while, i asked myself , how are you, are u doing fine. and down right my heart, i really wished you all the best in your life.

every once in a while, you will visit me in my dreams, and every once in a while ,the misses overwhelmed me.

i really really wanna just give you a phone call. ask you out for a meal, talk to you. looking you in your eyes. and knowing that you are alright.

babe, i had never blamed you. i never regretted.

all i blamed was myself for not able to keep you by my side, it was me who failed.

all the best.

missing out exits in expressway arent fun
sat on kenneth car for the first time last night for late supper.
and we end up in yio chu kang before going back bedok to go find ECP and eat there.
me wanting to go rochor road, rb wanna go upper thomson road
obviously we failed to reach both place.
HAHA
but quite fun la. since petrol not paid by us.LOL


self-notes : exams are coming and i don't have any fucking notes.better do something about it



this holiday i gonna go oversea with some friend. WHO WITH ME?!
and i am planning for holiday before i am planning for exam.
GEEGEE

so pissed with the way life are now >;[
yi wu suo you de zi wei not nice ! not nice at all !

wooooo ! been so long since i blogged nehzxxzzz

x-mas is over !
didn't have anything special during Christmas as usual,
vomited the whole night during Christmas eve ):
made sumthing i did for the first time in my life.
was deciding who to give it to, in the end gave gladys and she dont have anything for me, such an asshole, plus the thing i gave her, i put in so many effort ! HAHAHAHA
anyway thanks for the cookie(:
THE BEST THING FOR CHRISTMAS IS THE CELEBRATION AT OFFICE.
farking shiok sia i tell u LOL. lots of things to eat :DDDDD



and new year count down !!
spend the new year eve afternoon with bryan, jed, xing yong, micke, ying hui and damien tay chee bye make us slack around his area only, PLAN WAS TO GO ECP CAN. LOL. but nvm la fun (: chilled and talked alot.lolololol
spend the night with, ah dai, harry, xiu qi they all.
FUCKING IMBA BOLLYWOOD NIGHT.
LOL
bangalas are imba sometimes too.



the other day went down to town with bryan xy and mickey
saw so mani things i wanna get ):