my life is in such a terribe mess! haish =(

maybe i shld do some planning abt it. but i dunno how!
there are just some things that i cant control
love and family
crappy crazy.zzz


and i had been spending too much money. seriously TOO MUCH.


F MY LIFE LA.&(@$^@$^*@$&(*$

i admit i am a idiot when it come to love

but i wun gave up !

today is 26th dec. one day after xmas.
although i know xmas is crap
i din expect it to be so horrible


on the eve of xmas. i went bugis to shop
went over to see a frenz, gave me attitude
went over to orchard to shop
met up with euu
but end up also cant celebrate it with euu.sigh

so end up. in a pub drinking meng jiu. drowning all those sorrow away.



christmas was such a great day !
i lay on the bed n rot every single second away!
called a frenz to pei me for dinner !
but of cos. she ps me and went to eat with her all others damn frenz.
and later in the nite.
i was fucking piss
i dunno if i shld be angry or upset.
perhap both.
dulanzzzzzzzzzz



o ya. i know it quite a normal reaction for ppl to fall down on their hands. but euu be careful ya? dun hurt yourself le.

FUCK!

i just went to a blog.
i dunno i shld laugh at him or wadever shit


FUCKS x2

hao ma bu ci hui tou cao
i hope this arent true


FUCKSx3

i am fucking losing all my confidence.


















I AM PISSED WITH MYSELF ()*@&#$(^$&)@(#&#$(%^

wad about us

wad about the things we gone thru

wad am i suppose to do~!


today i went shopping at mini toons and after spending fifty dollars i was entitled a membership card. woohoo. actually. i went back home. i was quite shag. i spend fifty dollar on those stuff. cant believe it.
ooo! and i brought a levis wallet. i think it quite ok. and the old one went back to the box when i first get it. yupps. a bit se bu de.hahaha.



i had been getting emo again!! spending too many days alone at home is just simply no good for my little brainy)=
its 10.14pm now.
dun think she will sms me today again
SAD:

i am thinking getting a new laptop or a new pc. the current one is very unstable. SAD:
NO MONEY.


o well
how could you lost sumthing that you dont even have
i dunno=(
things had been different
ke neng shi wo xiang tai duo le.

























but even if we are world apart.
i would alway know where you are.


















cos you are alway in my heart

today i sold my samsung phone to a second hand shop for seventy dollar! D= everything in it is goooone! how sad. nvm it ok!


my parent brought me to M1 shop. to shop for new phone. they were pretty excited to see w580i and was very convinced that i should buy that phone. i guess it was pretty ok. but K850i was really cool. but it was way toooo ex. so end up with the constant encourage by my mummy. i brough w580i. will be getting it tml after twelve since they no stock today. w580i black limit edition (: i just hope i wun get too long to use to sony sms style-.- yupps. i shld be getting a 2gig memory card soon once i got my leg ok n tyming ok to simlim square.


o ya! i was really happy ytd afternoon. i tot i had lost a great friend for good. but our friendship prove to be too strong for that? =D.

and i went to TM to watch golden compass with another great friend. the polar bear fight was imba. and it just really too gay for two guys to watch a movie tgt=/ shld not try next tym. HAHA.


counting down ! ( not to christmas )

FOUR WEEKS TO NO BRACE
THREE WEEKS TO CHICKEN
AHHHHH~!

你說你不捨得
當初卻爲什麽選這離開我

当我说我无能为力
不是说你伤我心
而是我己进了力
却不再可能可以给你
你原本所要看的结局

不是不理你
只是不知道该说什么才好
失望的我
现在真的不知道该怎么面对你

绝对没怪你
事情也己发生了
结局怎样没关系
最多也只能叹气

就是因为对不起
这么好,这样重要的你
才让我现在这么不知所措

知道你不能再做什么了
也没奢望你能
只是不要再说对不起
因为真的我受不起

若真对你有所批评
这将对你太不公平
当时一定在等着快乐的回应
自己怎么会潦倒这样的结局
把错放在你身上也的确很容易
但就因为你一直对我超有诚意
这次也肯定不是故意
我又怎么能怪你

我问问自己后悔吗?
我不后悔
我是很伤心
但不是因为不告诉你
只是因一个谁都不能说的秘密
暂时不会告诉你

真的真的知道你没有怪过我
你就是这样
从来不会去怪任何人
其实把错放在我身上很容易
但是你就永远不会这样做

neither the present nor the future will change the history.
some people choose to put away their memories.
but i choose to learn from it.
different decisions led to different ending.
whenever i look back.
who is right, who is wrong
i no longer has the ability to differentiate already.
but whatever it is
the angel will be there
the gurdian never dies.
cos the beautiful memories would alway stay.
thank you.