xing fu-reading this post really make mi feel..veri happy?..i am so happy tt ur star is shining le..how i wish i can continue to let it shines..i promise i will try my veri best...i promise u.i promise..looking at those sms i sent u..i rmb the msg u sent mi..all these seem to happen just lyk ytd..haish

cinderella story-i m sorries..really sorries..other than this word..i dunno wad to say le..really sorries..i really nvr lied to u..really nvr..u shld have let mi kno..i would have clear ur doubts..i m sorries to brought u tears..i nvr wanted to shatter ur heart..it mean a lot to mi..this round..i m still with u..dun worry..it's real..it's all real..u r not dreaming..i m real

Thankyz-all decision has a good side n bad side bahs..dun worry bahs..haf more self confidence in urself..it's nice of u alway thinking of others..i dun wanna u to be worried k?..hahas!..welcome wor=)..good tt u lyk it !

take care-if i nvr rmb wrongly de hua..that week i get into awful quarrel wif lots of ppl..but now shld be ok le bahs..wo hen hao=)..good tt u finish ur stuff le wor..muz be tired out bahs..i not being silly wor..i was really worried !..hmmms..i oso wanna play basketball soon=(..anyway..it's becos i tt week not in a veri good mood after getting in so much trouble..dun wanna u to kno tt i m being so stupid..dun think too much ya?

the chinese words tt i yet to find out wad it is-wo bu ming bai..i dun wanna u to xi sheng urself..really..dun leave quietly..one person in the world had leave mi quietly le..i dun wanna history to happen itself again..the feeling of suddenly found out tt u r not here anymore..will only make mi feel more lost..really..i dunno abt the future..i dun dare to think of it..nths in the world is fair..i dun really care..our heart is beating as one..i promise

how-dun scare le hao ma?..i m dere..dun worry..i m hiding inside ur heart

14 june-sorries..really sorries..i blogged without thinking..sorries..i really wanan keep to wad i said..but sorries..really sorries..at tt point of tym..i really dunno wad u think..sorries..i was really afraid..u told mi u had a lot of stuff to handle..i dun wanna add on to ur burden..i din kno i melt the ice till u tell mi..i really dunno...our love will live forever..i dunno abt the future...will the answer still be the same?..it din end here..really..mauckies

happy birthday-perhap the best birthday present u can ever think of?..hahas..the movie was great=)...good that u enjoy urself worhs..row e..seat 10..suddenly feel tt ur memory is better than mine?..hahas=)

haiz-sorries..i dun dare to say much abt him..because maybe i m bias against him..i afraid tt i will affect ur decision..i can feel tt u really lyk him veri much..hais..why would u wanna hurt urself so tt others wun be hurt..i dun wanna..i dun wanna..hais..anyway...abt my view of her..i kno she had hurted u..i doubt she is intentionally de..she did things without thinking of the ending result..tt result in hurting u..u dun lykdat le hao ma?..i told u before le..bottle up everything will make u feel veri xin ku dehs..but u choose to do tt..why??..ask urself..if i find u when i got trouble..will u be dere for mi?..if u are..den u being fair for mi..dun worry..dun say sorries..tt tym u told mi tt my sorries hurts..i really dunno wad to say le

smile-if u are piggy..den i dunno wad i am le wor..hahas..tests finally over le bahs..not so stress le bahs..good good..everything is ok le..SHE will be alright bahs..i dunno wad really happen bahs..tuesday really happen a lot..saw u crying..i really dunno wad to do..u choose not to face mi..why?..u tell mi go look for her..but how can i fan xin ?..i dun wanna u to think lykdat le..stop blaming urself ok?..no one is going to blame u..i said so~..hmmms..come back meet us hao ma?

confused-sorries..u r right..i dun wanna u to be worried..but at the same tym..i dunno how to tell u..becos sumtym ur reply is lyk u r busy..i dunno..i dun wanna disturb u..i dunno wad u will feel if u kno wad had happen..i really veri lost..if u heart belong to him..i dun wanna come in between..gal..it's not worth it de..sorries..thought i kno tt u will not be happy wif him..but if i wrong..i really dunno le..i rmb..i really rmb..i promise u i will share..i really nvr forget wad had happen

gal..our story unfolded on the 14th..will it continue ma?..so mani things happen..i oso really veri confused le

haish..i really dunno..DUNNO..wad can i say?..wad can i do ?..things are changing..i m changing..i no longer the person i m before..wat's wrong ?..i dunno..my life is wrecked..wanna go n rest..n dere are stuff happening..cant even rest in peace..i dun wanna continue all this le..really..dun come fucking tell mi wad to..even though i dunno wad to do too..dun show mi the direction..wad's e point..i dunno who to trust..everybody is wearing different kinda of mask..everybody are talking behind their back abt different things..there are no trust ard..the bond had been break..i m really tired..really veri tired..go sch..see ppl crying..go out..see ppl quarrelling..go home..rows n quarrel..wad can i do?..nths?..so wad e fk now?..dun tell mi to cheer up..dun tell mi to wad n wad..dun..juz shudup..i really dunno wad to say le..if the law of nature say tt i muz xi sheng sumtihng to gain sumthng.i had xi sheng how much things...but wad happened?..i really veri scared..

sniff sniff..been sicks for so mani days le..things all not going smoothly =(..next week gonna be test test again..but my head cant seem to work in the correct way..haish=(..wanna cry le larhs..roars..grr..anyway..now i m trying to play the SYF song on my erhu wor..cant believe it right -_____-..anyway..i will try my best le..for the sec 1s..good luck bahs..cos if i wanna learn mean not i teach uii all le..which mean u all cant slack le laa..oso good la..tym for u all to jia you le =X

anyway..to ice=).:.u dun do ur work till so late le bahs..will lei huai ur body de wor..muz learn to takkaire of urself de ah =)

it's been a long long days..n i feel tt i need a break bahs..from everythings..let's start from my study bahs..all my result totally sucks..seem tt i really need to put in the extra effort le..cannot so piiggy le..physic 25..math 24..chem 19.5..all upon 40..not a single distinction and one failure..i dunno wad i been doing.=(..i feel so tired n lost..i wanna be gone n lost..i wanna kno how ppl think..i hate the feeling of being alone..my health is not tt good too..cant run basically nowadays..muz be due to e lack of exercise bahs..compare to last tym playing soccer n doing others sport stuff EVERYDAY..now only lyk exercise 2 tym a month..

seem tt u are really affected by the people around u bahs..i m speechless

my juniors rocks=)

wahahas..these few days celebrating my birthday..it juz a few hrs later..going to be older le !..thursday went junction 8 with gladys..so fun=))..friday make ic n eat steamboat at marina bay wif kee yong ken qf n bert..today go out wif sec 1s n play bowling etc..set a new record of 155 ~!..wees..adoresHERMIONE rawks..hope tml will be good day =(