wad e hack

WL I DUNNO WAD I M DOING LARH...n the bloodly co thingy..sua larhs..i give it a pass larhs..wan make untill everybody not happy oso no use larhs..i failure den fk it off lorhs..sua larhs..other 6 so kiang den let them do it lorhs..n tt pubor gal can fk off larhs..i can make ur fking life cham u dun come kpkb wif mi larhs cb...okok..i dunno wth is wrong wif mi these few days..temper veri short larhs..dunno why larhs..lj speech day big fuck call other ppl move larhs..dun move i oso song..zzz..I DUNNO WAD I M DOING..* i dun wanna be a bastard*

hmms

i enjoys watching the beautiful scenery of the beach..i enjoys seeing playing basketball..or soccer..i enjoy sitting down n have a drink n have chit chat sesson..i really enjoy all these things..it brighten up my life..as i was walking back home today..i was thinking..i really was thinking..so mani things had happens..really too mani things le..but i......juz have to accept it??..sort of no choice bahs..i felt so helpless..i wanted to dun care abt anything at all..i wanna lead a simple life..that's all..why iszit so difficult..i wanna find someone that i can talk to..i wanna find someone to pei wo..i m juz really sorries to some people..i haf let some ppl down bahs..maybe i had upset mani ppl le bahs..but nobody kno how hurt i was?...i wanna just start a new..but nobody is giving mi a chance..cos the impression is intact on their mind..i dun wan my life..i wanna change one..wadever it is..i juz wanna say sorries..

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lj..u kno my temper hor..cb..do things dun too guo fen..

kns

knn..tio kan cos of the stupid sex education form..lj..the most dun go for tt lj lesson larhs..oso not i wanna go fuck likedat..wth..zz..spoilt mood..now wan slp oso dun feel lyk sleeping lerhs..hong kan..knn..these few days lyk so broke larhs..wth..still wanna buy sneaker...wtf..bths..these few days kinda lost larhs..zz..dunno how to say..now fking pek chek..fking sex education...zzz...SPOILT MOOD LARHS

hais

hais..tried to be cheerful le..today play scrabble..win 2 lose 1...consider not bad le bahs..after winning the first match..i juz take out my hp..n wanna sms her..cos i was quite happi to win..budden..rmb we nvr tok much liaos..den sad liao..second match lose..hais..nvm bahs..den after tt go tecc dere help out lor..cannot take it..i really lyk wanna go tok to her n say sorri lor..but everytym she oso got ppl pei de..cannot tok one on one dehs..but oso gd la..doubt she wanna tok to mi oso..oso gd..i can dun tok..but i will still think..zzz..learning to let go ~~

hmms..dunno happy or sad

hmms...anyway juz now hor..muz be too shag liao la..pull robert walk from bedok to my hse..hahs..walk untill leg so sour..bth larhs..thx la brothers..hahas..wakakas...anyway..actually today veri sad...ytd kno abt her stuff..but at dere gong gong dunno wad happen..but since she dun wanna mi kno den forget it lorhs..den argued wif her..sumtym..really..gd to her..is lyk wasting my 10 yrs of my life..wtf...nvm bahs..actually i dun mind wasting my life for her seriously..she's the one i really love..but sumtym i think..if i was her..n i dun lyk this guy...n he keep sms mi..i will be lyk so fan larhs..so i oso really confused la..i said i will give up..but by doing tt..i think will lost half of my life..my jie tt tym see mi lyk crying...she scolded mi n tell mi nicely...tt i shld not be afraid to stand up again..she say tt gladys was juz a car passing by my life..but..let mi tell u this..she was the car tt knock mi dead..really bahs..hais..but it's alright..all my frenz hiang di..all tell mi to give it up..maybe i shld bahs..i always try to change for u..but i nvr kno wad u wan..u nvr tell mi wad's bothering u..when i try telling u my prob.i nvr get any concern from u..but i dun mind at all..wo zhen de onli wanna be dere for u..when u need my help..but i decided to change..seeing my frenze seeing mi sad..i look from theirs eyes n their expression..they r worrying abt mi..they wanna mi to cheer up..u r my whole world..it was so dark n cold..untill my frenz my sun came...dey make mi feel better..they wana bring mi to another new world..but the one i really love is u..maybe tym will pass n heal mi..but so much tym have passed..i have wasted so mani tears..u r the one..u can brighten up my life..but u choose to darken it..hais..it's alright..i m leaving..but i m bringing parts of u wif mi..i choose to juz keep the nice n beautiful memory

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hais..i oso dunno le larhs..today go orchard wif frenz..at dere luff luff oso not really happi..dey say saw mi lyk really upset likedat..asked mi wad happen..actually oso nths happen lorhs..juz really sad bahs..sad cos of nths..veri stupid rights..i dunno larhs..if wanna continue likedat..frenz oso cannot continue to be lor...i dunno larhs..hais..48hrs passed since i last sms or tok to her le..veri xin ku ehs

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....juz take it tt i cant stand this kinda of life anymore bahs...

cried

haish..i really dunno wad to do le..wad shld i be..i really dunno la..why dun u teach mi?..tell mi wad to do?..i m seriously upset..i really dunno..the way u do things..the way u treat mi..juz wad la..i really dunno...teach mi..cos i really wanna kno..ni zhi dao wo you duo mo ai ni ma..

URGH

wah..today a math test was lyk so difficult la..stupid..these few days keep on test..make mi lyk so stress up lor..hais..den make mi so attitude..hope SHE is reading this..sorry wor kks ?=)...anyway..today i took taxi home wif MR DESMOND NG><..lols..anyway..we chatted..n he ask mi if i ever consider kereen=)..lols..i love HER so much..whr will think of others gurls =.=..ok larhs..I M STRESS UP =(