hmms..dunno happy or sad

hmms...anyway juz now hor..muz be too shag liao la..pull robert walk from bedok to my hse..hahs..walk untill leg so sour..bth larhs..thx la brothers..hahas..wakakas...anyway..actually today veri sad...ytd kno abt her stuff..but at dere gong gong dunno wad happen..but since she dun wanna mi kno den forget it lorhs..den argued wif her..sumtym..really..gd to her..is lyk wasting my 10 yrs of my life..wtf...nvm bahs..actually i dun mind wasting my life for her seriously..she's the one i really love..but sumtym i think..if i was her..n i dun lyk this guy...n he keep sms mi..i will be lyk so fan larhs..so i oso really confused la..i said i will give up..but by doing tt..i think will lost half of my life..my jie tt tym see mi lyk crying...she scolded mi n tell mi nicely...tt i shld not be afraid to stand up again..she say tt gladys was juz a car passing by my life..but..let mi tell u this..she was the car tt knock mi dead..really bahs..hais..but it's alright..all my frenz hiang di..all tell mi to give it up..maybe i shld bahs..i always try to change for u..but i nvr kno wad u wan..u nvr tell mi wad's bothering u..when i try telling u my prob.i nvr get any concern from u..but i dun mind at all..wo zhen de onli wanna be dere for u..when u need my help..but i decided to change..seeing my frenze seeing mi sad..i look from theirs eyes n their expression..they r worrying abt mi..they wanna mi to cheer up..u r my whole world..it was so dark n cold..untill my frenz my sun came...dey make mi feel better..they wana bring mi to another new world..but the one i really love is u..maybe tym will pass n heal mi..but so much tym have passed..i have wasted so mani tears..u r the one..u can brighten up my life..but u choose to darken it..hais..it's alright..i m leaving..but i m bringing parts of u wif mi..i choose to juz keep the nice n beautiful memory