hmms

i enjoys watching the beautiful scenery of the beach..i enjoys seeing playing basketball..or soccer..i enjoy sitting down n have a drink n have chit chat sesson..i really enjoy all these things..it brighten up my life..as i was walking back home today..i was thinking..i really was thinking..so mani things had happens..really too mani things le..but i......juz have to accept it??..sort of no choice bahs..i felt so helpless..i wanted to dun care abt anything at all..i wanna lead a simple life..that's all..why iszit so difficult..i wanna find someone that i can talk to..i wanna find someone to pei wo..i m juz really sorries to some people..i haf let some ppl down bahs..maybe i had upset mani ppl le bahs..but nobody kno how hurt i was?...i wanna just start a new..but nobody is giving mi a chance..cos the impression is intact on their mind..i dun wan my life..i wanna change one..wadever it is..i juz wanna say sorries..