))))))))))))):

I think I have a sad life oneeee leh.

REALLY LEH. also cannot karma ! NEVER ENDING ONE LEH WTF I GOT DO SO MANY WRONG THING MEH?!

anyway GLADYS CHIN is such an asshole, a big one.

people worry about her, she reach singapore never even msg ! fuck right ! summore last night go out with tt idiot instead of me when i feeling so &*(@&*@^@# D:

NVM

not the main point that i came back to blogging today.

i am here to whine (:

I really don't remember hurting much girls in my life, alright perhaps a few?

and i swear i alway treat girls very good one leh !

not mentioning my three ex girlfriends.

i think i treat them better than i treat myself + my family + wadever shit there is in this world.

i mean even if there is karma. i will had finish my sentence LONG LONG TIME AGO.

then WHY THE FUCK AM I BEING TORTURE CONSTANTLY

alright, Mr God, if you are reading this, listen carefully, its not as if I aren't doing anything about this. I mean what the fuck you want me to do? Find another girl to fuck around and fuck around till the day i could forget about my previous girl?

fuck man.

its not as if I bastard her or wadsoever and now i am regretting it, FROM THE FIRST DAY I MET HER TILL NOW, i didnt regret loving her. I mean i alway keep it a point to tell myself, as long as she is happy, so be it. I dun have to be happy, just let her be happy, but you god, seem to be thinking differently, u think if she is happy, i will be happy, thus in order to make me fuck up, you go make her upset. WTF?! for some kinda of unknown reason, i feel/think that she is unhappy, and she come to me with sum unknown words/sentence that i make no head no tail with, and i fuck-ed myself since last midnight cos of that.

ok let's stop talking about relationship. Cos it can be my fault or her fault, and not your fucking fault you might argue right, my almighty God.

You just love screwing up my life, FOR NOTHING.

I wasn't suppose to be late that day with meeting up with pei yun.

i was just sitting down at a void deck, being early ten min, i sit down and rest a while.

AND WTF?

TWO CID OFFICER IN PLAIN SHIRT COME OVER AND SCREEN ME AND INTERROGATE ME?!

and i ended up late. well done (Y)

there is too mani bullshit thing that is happen that i am too lazy to talk about it.

I am not wanting to have an amazing life . just give me back the life i used to have. tyvm