was reading up something kinda of " make me think throught a lot of thing" de thing.
so ya i think-ed a lot =/

as i graduated from pasir ris secondary and came to TP, i must say that my life is pretty exciting compare to some other norms

as people come in and out of my life, often they come in as this piece and go out in a different shape, sumtime i wonder iszit me that had caused this negative effects into them as i myself really is not a very good role model to anybody.

of cos, often i would just choose to push away all blame and led my lazy life.
but just some time god would wanna make you wake up and pin point the blame directly at your face than u will realise how stupid you had been.

practising make perfect, so so correct
PRSS CO had never been that great, but still haven come to fail to take at least a gold medal so far in SYF, cos they had beeen so hardworking in practising.
if you repeat the same thing for more than 100 time and u still get it wrong
then you just have to figure out what really happening.

but having doing for two or three time, and you feel like you had done a lot and you wont do wrong if the same stare blankly at you again, well, things alway happen the other way and you get so nervious cos you like forget one step, and OMG you forget two step and you start sweating all over. this sound like what i had been doing in my life thru

and for people that had really know me, they would had know that i am very against sumthing in particular.
not that i just can't their way of doing things
but to see friends turning into some freaks
it really heartbreaking.
i hate to see people changing
really hate so.
wad's more the one you loved?

is it that people had changed
or is it just you dont understand them in the first place?


even things like make up, piercing or even being on time.
if small things like these you can't make it
you think you can make it to the big thing?

i wont doubt you
unless you gave me the chance to (:

so tell me,
should i be disappointed, upset or angry?