在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了

i so wannnaaaa close my eye and scream it all out ):






心里闷闷的
好辛苦

waited for linjiayan to finish her school at 243 today
had lunch at pasta mania
and went to shopping awhile~
sent her to interchange
and i am off to 800+

met up with jun en and gladys
they brought me a belated cake( which is really late)
and yeayea
we went to eat and off to study
get chased out of mac ): they say no study! roars
went over to TP to study
study till 8+ can !
went back to mac and eat
and off to home swweeeet home(:

and and and gladys give me a letter la hor !
hahaha gal ah, you shld know better that i cant possible blog about everything in my blog cos everybody is like reading it can ! but everything u can just come and talk to me about it larhs, i will share with you de ! (;
and you shld also know that i had put in a certain measure so that we can remain as friend recently right?
i guess i am pretty alright, just that i am really really struggling with my poly subjects=/
anyway i will be trying to quit something that i had once broken my promise to u ( bu fan pian to write it all out arhs ) ya, and it will on a quite a significant date that is coming around, dunno if you still rmb it anot thru =/
anyway, i am alway really worried about you-.-
can u like find a way to update ur life for me although it will make me kind of shag=X
i will sure try to update more and let u know about me,wahaha but it will be better if u could just come talk to me over a lunch or sumthing larhs !
takkaire yeahs <33 and u better do!

yesterday had my last CSA test
pretty screwed up.LOL. think need retake alr

went to TM after that.
met up with germaine lili wern ching and lin jia yan(:
ate at xiao bei
and TM mac also i think>_>

and we catched the journey to the center of the earth
and a lot of funny things happen.
jia yan and lili go their own way
germaine and me go our own way
so jia yan and lili sat at the most left of the cinema
and me and germaine sat at the most right of the cinema
but in the end we change back luhs-.-
cos later somebody kai bu qi wan xiao hor ! LOL
but the stupid joke continue even after the movie
and jia yan is pretty du lan about it i think
LOL
for me
i think it pretty funny luh!
but a bit overboard i think !
sorry luh !

last night had a quite a pleasant yet upsetting dream
dreamt of xiao mei
asked her how was her MT Os
in the dream she told me it was A1 ( i seriously hope she really get A1 in real life thru )
we he hao during the dream
but.. ya. nvm...


i realise i had been very selfish
and very silly too.
when everything is so so over, i realise the person that couldnt get it all right is none other than myself. Just when everything is over, it already too late to say sorry, sorry that i couldnt see thing clearer in the first place.


it was i who first guide you along your life
can it be your turn now?

feel kinda of sucky due to reading sumthing this morning=/


maybe it just because of the miscommunication we had that i lost the trust in you. Promise me that you will be alright and will take good care of yourself hao ma?

如果要走, 请你记得我
如果难过,请你忘了我

was reading up something kinda of " make me think throught a lot of thing" de thing.
so ya i think-ed a lot =/

as i graduated from pasir ris secondary and came to TP, i must say that my life is pretty exciting compare to some other norms

as people come in and out of my life, often they come in as this piece and go out in a different shape, sumtime i wonder iszit me that had caused this negative effects into them as i myself really is not a very good role model to anybody.

of cos, often i would just choose to push away all blame and led my lazy life.
but just some time god would wanna make you wake up and pin point the blame directly at your face than u will realise how stupid you had been.

practising make perfect, so so correct
PRSS CO had never been that great, but still haven come to fail to take at least a gold medal so far in SYF, cos they had beeen so hardworking in practising.
if you repeat the same thing for more than 100 time and u still get it wrong
then you just have to figure out what really happening.

but having doing for two or three time, and you feel like you had done a lot and you wont do wrong if the same stare blankly at you again, well, things alway happen the other way and you get so nervious cos you like forget one step, and OMG you forget two step and you start sweating all over. this sound like what i had been doing in my life thru

and for people that had really know me, they would had know that i am very against sumthing in particular.
not that i just can't their way of doing things
but to see friends turning into some freaks
it really heartbreaking.
i hate to see people changing
really hate so.
wad's more the one you loved?

is it that people had changed
or is it just you dont understand them in the first place?


even things like make up, piercing or even being on time.
if small things like these you can't make it
you think you can make it to the big thing?

i wont doubt you
unless you gave me the chance to (:

so tell me,
should i be disappointed, upset or angry?

yesterday was national day!

and i stayed home the whole day facing the com ):

didnt really have money to go out anyway=/

<<>

anyway to somebody out there, i did hope u could still turn to me with your trouble yea? i got some words to tell you yea? be careful with the things in your surrounding ya, dun get hurt (:

080808(:
wad a wonderful day
the start of a war):
shi qing birthday !
happy birthday to you ya (: roar happily k!
went out with gladys chin too =D

dine at jack place
drink and eat and talk
keep walk up and down of CS and TM
drank a cup of forget love with her =/
talked quite a abit
i am so glad that you are still so so fine (:

060808(:
my seventeen birthday!
woke up in the morning and rushed to school for my OB presentation ):
i dont know why but the ob teacher talked to me with quite a few stuff
and it really like motivate me can?!
omgomg =X
ob presentation was pretty alright i think, shld be can pass bahs !

went over to TM to meet with erhu sec 1 06
they gave me two shirts ! love it (:
went over to fish n co for lunch with them !
they make the ppl there sing the fish n co birthday song
DAMN STUPID PLEASE !
i had to wear a clown hat, stand on a chair, hold a ( i dunno what it calll )
but it was quite cool i think (:
and they brought me a tom and jerry cake !
wakaka(:

after that met up with robert
sit at starbuck for two hours i think =/
waited for xiu qi, qiao feng, kenneth to come over
and we went to CS de san zhong liang jin de restaurant to eat
was very very very fun thru (:

jie jie brough me a ice cream cake !
waha ! thank you yeahs (:

i really sort of enjoy myself u know u know !

was kinda happy at comm skill lesson today cos it was the first time teacher praise me in poly life LOL !
happen kinda alot of stuff today
pretty sad ):

金鱼
这世界的海洋很宽大
你一定能找到你的最好的男友
是我亏欠了你
真的好对不起
但狮子的承诺
一定会做到
有什么事, 我必定会保护你的
有什么事, 你必定能来找我
海洋那么大
你一定要萧洒的游
答应我
你一定能活的更好
狮子和鱼相爱可能是一场意外
但对我而言
也是个美好的回忆
谢谢你

如果你们是我
你们会做出什么决定呢?
你们有没有站在我的立场想想呢?

也知道没有你的日子可能会有多么煎熬
但为了你好
可能这是最好的决定了


绕了这么一大圈
我也可能就这样回去了



thanks jia yan for the lovely ah kiat cap (:
thanks shi qing for the cute little pig that look like bear piggy bank, i will save a lot of money de ok!
caught money not enough 2 yesterday with jia yan.
was really a nice show thru

went to home coming dinner
pretty alright other than it was quite hot n boring
=/

and i making no head nor tail with econs project ! fark it !


i am having a sad birthday this year ):