it's been a pathetic days n week for mi..hais..sadded bahs..din do much this whole week..din do anything much to convince her to make a decision ?..so still muz wait..no wonder larhs..not much communication take place...n got cb kia..keep kpkb xia lan mi..zzz...really bths liaos..roar..i m lyk stuck in a boat..whr there are two island..two different island wif different lifestyle tt i could search happiness for..but i dunno which to choose..both journey are really difficult..n i really afriad of failure..of getting another answer of no..my boat cant withstand another wave of negative event le..i really veri tired le