All you could say was sorries
All i could do is nothing

how sad it sound uh huh.

yesterday i was talking to wei si. and she told me perhap god is playing on us.a cruel joke. she told me maybe it's tym to let go. and tym will heal. and one year down the road i will realise how foolish i once was. i answer her.so wad if my mouth say i dun love her anymore, my heart still do. my soul still do.for each tym i walk down the road wif the rain dropping on me.my heart freeze n my tears roll. ya and also she ask mi abt god.asking if i believe in it. i said i believe that there is jesus but i dun like him. and also i said if he is really true i m a gonner.she ask mi why.and i say cos i alway gan him.LOL.


ya. and yesterday was the combi SYF celebration for our awesome archievement.HAHA.i will say it was veri enjoyable.although I GOT TO DO LOT OF STUFF !!!. chairs table rock.omg.till now my shoulder still feel the pain after being so strain out.hahahas.my juniors was quite angry wif the choir people ytd.but hey it's okaay ya!

hahahas. and i did not go for the mock exam ytd! MDM YUE EXCUSE ME FROM IT =D.hahahahas.and i went to play block catching wif those few devils! sally ivy chin yi freddy n ning zheng.waha.we onli play 1 hrs plus a bit. hahahaas.but it was quite kinda of fun. but we was too easily to get caught.cos we think hiding is too boring n decided to move ard so that the catcher can see us n chase us.HAHA.

hmmms. co camp over le. i consider graduate from CO le bahs. definitely going to miss it. i grew with it in my sec sch life. it had changed mi a lot n teaches mi a lot. Seeing my juniors performing at next year march concert is definitely my greatest wish n i am looking forward for it yea=D.

well.co camp happen sooooooo mani things! hahahas. but there four people who really brighten my day.thanks a lot !


anyway ytd midnight ivy freddy n ning zheng came over to my house to talk talk till 2+.hahahas so fun n funny. my tu di not around ehs ! U MUZ CHEER UP EHS GAL. shi fu by ur side =)

I SIMPLY HATE NOT KNOWING THE TRUTH.

WORSE KNOWING THE WRONG THINGS.


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I wun say stuff like why did u come at the first place when u kno u are going to leave.No i won't.nobody expected this ending.

Sorries but i wun n cant forget the memories of those period of tym.

yes how i missed the closed friendship we had.the days that we sms whole day long n going out having fun. u willing to go back?

no matter how upset i am.if u indeed find a better guy. i will of course give my blessing.
i too believe u would give mi ur blessing when i found a better gal. but will we then be truely best friend? u rmb wad u told me last summer?

i had failed everything in this relationship.

one month after our break up.i swear infront of my mum. a swear that i doubt i will break it.

yesterday.mi rb.ken.vincy went suntec the PC FAIR.n we brough quite a lot of things.hahahas.it was lyk so crowded la! with mani hot gals around n cheap stuff to buy.it was a worthwhile trip=D

and also yesterday.i had a talk over the fone wif my old pal bestie.din know u so cham ehs! got things come find me kay! get over it bahs.he's not worth it.serious.all e best ah!

i dunno wad u wanna mi to do.i dunno wad u treat me as.
i no longer part in ur life.the words ching kiat no longer in ur dictionary
my dreams.my nightmare.
both make mi cried when i wake up.
my dreams.i cried becourse it no longer will happen
my nightmare.i cried becourse it haunting me.
i never wanna let go
i never regret
but wad kinda of state am i in now.
i dunno
i am here but oso not here.